idk if anyone is going to see this or care but i won’t be updating for a while it at least until finals are over (so in a week or two) i have to focus on college for a little and i experienced something extremely traumatic last night that will be on my mind for a long time. if i do end up updating anytime before two weeks it’s probably bc writing is an escape and i needed a way to express my thoughts or just get everything off my mind and focus on something else. hope you understand xx