Stranger_eggo1811
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IM SO SORRY! I forgot about my wattpad account for over months. I didn't read or write any books for over months. Since April I didn't logged in here. But now I'm back! At time I have summer break so I will hopefully have more time to read and obviously write my books. Idk when I will continue my books but it will be soon. I just have to find any motivation. Sounds easy but it isn't. School had taken me down. I don't want to seek attention of any of you and I don't want to sound like a pick me or something. I just want to tell you guys the truth why I've been so inactive. So where to start. My school is literally just toxic. There are just a few people who are nice and kind to me and my friends. No one likes us but everyone knows us. The most make fun of us just bc we're different. And I barely made it trough that time. It was just terrible. I had few breakdowns and relapsed. Y'all are now questioning yourself: relapsed with what. (TW mention of sh) I relapsed with my self h@rm addiction. I have tryed everything to keep me away from that but I couldn't handle it. I just couldn't. I hope yall are understanding me why I've been so inactive and I hope it's not too bad. I mean I don't think anyone has missed me bc I only have like 20 followers but im proud of that 20 followers tbh. Reminder to everyone: Relapses are absolutely normal. Much people relapse and it's a sign of the healing process. Trust me. Of course at first you think "oh shit I've done it again". But later you will feel better. It's like everything just fells of your shoulders. Of course you have to be careful what you do. I hope y'all are better than me. Feel hugged <3