Bookk!!!!

https://youtube.com/shorts/4y3if_t7MJ4?si=uWl65nsYbs9NNQpN

https://youtube.com/shorts/1hdq4eeOrJ4?si=H8TjkdvqzpCLELni I want everybody to know that if somebody like this ends up in my class next year 
          no one will hear from us because we will be DEAD 
          
          - Xyli <333!

were sorry. but if you're going to consistently vent on here,
          we will not be responding.
          not, at,  all, simply too drained for it.
          ALSO! if we  relapse one more time, were getting taken to the WARD!!!! we're sooo.excited. ig
          anyway, we probably WONT relapse now but like. its likely!!!!!!!!!!!!1

BOOK PFP !!!!!!!! 
          - suitcase

I just relapsed. the others r gonna be so pissed off bc of me. I shouldn't of fronted today. this is stupid. I hate this. I'm not even supposed 2 front without supervision...if only book didn't pass out.
          - Pencil <3

https://www.tiktok.com/@markbeshae/video/7622751339327556877?is_from_webapp=1&sender_device=pc ewwww (I'm sorry I have no friends to send this to)

sorry for being soooo inactive we've been busy. like really busy with school - 

mm, so allot has happened since I was last on here. 
          for one, I had a girlfriend for 4 days, she cheated.
          then, I now have a girlfriend. shes amazing. 
          I've relapsed a lot.. an embarrassing amount, really, almost 9 times & I'm barely 3ish hours clean
          I've started State Testing 
          Im gonna open my comms SOON... maybe, idk. I need to learn how 2 work em still
          my mamas in the hospital
          so like yea a lot has happened. not doing TOO well mentally, but we ball

OMG W8 NO I MISSED THE YEAR OF ME BEING ON HEREEE :( 
          AW. I'm really bummed abt this :c
          but yaayyyy I've been on WattPad for a year! 
          I loved meeting all you wonderful people throughout this year (and I definitely went through some shit...(GOOD & BAD))
          like this account is the only one that captured like. 8 of my personalities??? (also captured all my gender changes..!)

... I'm coming to the thought that I might be a system. (like DID, but I don't think I have DID. well. possibly)
          OMG.
          like I'm gonna get bombed now aren't i- (*explosion*)