666flamingo
Ok, I'm so sorry it would NOT let me paste this into your comments, so I thought I'd say it here!! In relation to the Error story...
I'll say this: I almost woke my entire house by screaming out of pure utter joy when I saw you posted.
But also, we're so proud of you and so very fond of your writing. Before I got into the undertale fandom, I was severely lost in rottmnt. Only until I got into UT aus did I realize you wrote one of my all-time favorite rottmnt fanfics. You're an amazing writer. Your creativity is inspiring, and I truly hope none of us (me..) added onto or caused any direct stress in relation to the progress of the error story. I believe your relationship to the creation of this plot adds more depth and emotion than anything else. It almost makes it endearing if you think about it, considering its ERROR of all characters. He's a pain in Everybodys ass.
And not to add emotions where they're not necessary, but... You've personally given me hope at the worst stages of my life. I often delve into fiction to cope. seeing you posted is more than anything I can ask for most days. I hope you're okay, really. You as a person deserve to feel joy when engaging in your hobbies. Definitely don't make any more promises in relation to undertale or underverse, just because it seems that may not be your thing??? I know sometimes promises make things feel less voluntary, and it starts to become a chore. Dont feel bad about your relationship straining with the fandom because that happens. if you're able to write TWO whole books about two separate plotlines that tie into eachother almost effortlessly, and are able to update your one-shot with full chapter length plots in a reasonable time frame, on top of working on aNOTHER book, then hopes definitely not all lost. it just takes time and a break. and remember breaks are not limited to a certain time frime. Much love from ALL of us, and thank you, so, SO much for being the creative spark we all need.
StrawberryMilkSnake
I appreciate it <3 Tho I can't claim to be active these days, haha -_-"
Irregardless, it's nice to know that someone notices all my hard work - that means more to me than you know <333 and thank you again for all your kind words, honey!
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666flamingo
@StrawberryMilkSnake I'm happy they mean something to you! The feeling is mutual. What I mean by updating the one-shot is that you update it noticeably more than a lot of people when it comes to their stories. (NO shade, all writers are amazing.) You'd think someone who wrote two separate stories that are hours worth of reading wouldn't be as active afterward, yet you ARE. You get a lot of stuff done, and it's never disappointing. We are all so proud of you, and your passion is beautiful. My self blaming was more of a half joke. However, I know the reminder of him was NOT pleasant coming from me, hah. In my opinion, no matter how you feel, at your core, you are extremely creative. Do not let your perfectionist tendencies cloud that fact about you (・ω・)
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StrawberryMilkSnake
I'm so sorry for (nearly) waking up your whole house lol <3
Lol yeah, I dabble in multiple fandoms - I don't stick with one thing too long -_-"
And yes, Error definitely is a pain! Most of the pressure was self-inflicted tho, so don't blame yourself for any of it - I hold myself to too high of a standard & I got in my own way. Long story short: thank you for the concern but it was all my fault, not yours :')
I'm glad I gave you some hope, honey <3 You're not the only one who uses fiction to cope -_-"
I definitely won't be making promises for any other content - I learned my lesson lol. I haven't felt so un-creative in my life. I genuinely hate the Error fic (which is a first for me - it usually takes at least a year or so after I've improved my writing quite a bit).
Idk if I agree about posting one-shots in a decent timeframe lol, I've gotten really bad about that tbh, but I still appreciate the kind words, hon. They mean a lot. Thank you <3
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