You know I just feel tired a lot and I live writing but it becomes a chore to me and I draw instead but that becomes a chore so I lie in bed listening to music and life just feels sucky and that’s just how it is sometimes , and I get that but it sucks and I wish it didn’t happen and I wish my “friends” did just say “you’re moody today” or “you’re quiet what’s wrong we’re here for you” but when I’m brutally honest about feeling empty you guys say “ damn , I’m sorry about that” or you change the subject and when I did talk about it once openly one of my “bffs” said she feels worse and that she had an anxiety attack once so she’s so special and I feel the only person who understands me is my journey and notes from all the stuff I write about my feelings and I know you’ll see a notification pop up on your feed and you’ll unfollow me that how these notifications work these days and I’ll get no response but I don’t care much I just needed to vent somewhere that wasn’t my notes tbh so here’s a vent
