Stop being mean to me. Stop bringing me down. Stop comparing me. Stop shouting. Stop saying that I'm not good enough. You don't knoe how I feel. You don't know why I'm like this. You don't know a single thing from me. You just see my mistakes. You're not seeing the things and the care that I'm giving. When did I actually push you? Bring you down? And hurt you? When? Not because they are saying bad at you and nit at me you will be like that. But instead of giving me a gentle voice you will shout at me and say mean and hurtful words to me. Why? What did I do? When will you realize that it's not me who you always see? When will you see the real me and not the monster inside me. Please. Don't shout at me. I don't want to feel it again. Please.