Wired n’ Tired

Today I visited my grandmother for her 90th birthday (with safety precautions ofc) and it has come to my attention that she has better posture than I do. As a teenager my posture is so fucked up at this point that comparing my profile to a woman who has surpassed the life expectancy of the nation she was born in and currently is a resident of makes me look like the hunchback of Notre Dame

Does anyone know who wrote  ‘Sith Hunters - Sanders Sides AU - New Ship’ I want to see if it was discontinued or if I just can’t access it for some weird reason. I really like that book, but can’t seem to find it even though I bookmarked it...

I just realized from a homeroom lesson that since elementry school Ive been phyically and verbally bullied. Apperantly, Ive also been psychologically manipulated. No wonder Im so messed up.

My  english teacher: If you got 100% in the essay you definitely paid a lot of attention in class.
          Me who got 100% in the essay using a different device to play among us and tumblr: *laughs in good at faking paying attention*

I kid you not my past 60+ messages are either lyrics of sincerely, me or quacking.

I hate how similarly connected my anxiety and nausea are. Today, I woke up from a nightmare, then threw up nothing but herbal tea. It’s really difficult to tell wether I’m having an anxiety attack, or I need a calcium carbonate tablet.

The other day, I was 10 minutes late to one of my online synchronous classes. I made it just before attendance. I don’t know how.