Strixoputo

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This account will be deleted soon. I'm starting over.
          	I don't know how I got myself into so much trouble time and time again. I'm pretty sure I made a bad name for myself in this community. I can't think about Hermitcraft without thinking about all the pain.
          	
          	Instead of remembering me as a pity seeking, lying, moronic, annoying lil' shit, please think of the other side. I never intended to cause so much pain. I was being myself. And I'm brutally honest, optimistic, and hopeful, and for whatever reason, I act the exact opposite of how I feel. I don't know why that is. I'll be asking my therapists about that. Anyway, I'm sorry for any pain I may have caused. I have never intended to... I asked people to stop thinking so badly about themselves, I stood up against Hollie's bullshit, I told nothing but the truth about how I felt and no ever believed me. I made mistakes. We all do. And I'll always try to be better. I wish the best of the luck for all of you.
          	Sincerely, Alex W.

JourneysFable

@Strixoputo Or maybe, I'm just not doing things right.
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JourneysFable

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@Strixoputo Birb, I don't think I can...I let my anger get the best of me. I went against Hollie and now everyone hates me. Frokkie and Plasma believe so many false things about me I can't help but wonder if they're a tad bit delusional. Everyone believes I'm a bitch because I was mad at Hollie so obviously I must always be a bitch and just hide and it act all innocent to get people to love me. Hollie lies about me and she's so loved everyone believes her. All of the popular kids hate me. And you know what happens when the popular kids hate someone? Everyone else hates them. It's too late for me. And I'm not as great as you Birb. You can handle all this and try to make things better but the moment I try to do the same, just like the way it was in elementary school, for some goddamn reason I'm not aloud to.
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thebirdfantasy

@Strixoputo  Journey, we love you. You can't forget that.
          	  
          	  Sure, the bad things won't just... Disappear.
          	  
          	  But together.. We can bring light into this community.
          	  
          	  That's why it's better if you keep the evil in mind, yet, re-create it. 
          	  
          	  What I mean is, use the worst parts of yourself to become something greater.
          	  
          	  Without remembering all the terrible things I became, I wouldn't have been able to learn to share love!
          	  
          	  Please, keep your account. Let's work together. We love you!  <3
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Strixoputo

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This account will be deleted soon. I'm starting over.
          I don't know how I got myself into so much trouble time and time again. I'm pretty sure I made a bad name for myself in this community. I can't think about Hermitcraft without thinking about all the pain.
          
          Instead of remembering me as a pity seeking, lying, moronic, annoying lil' shit, please think of the other side. I never intended to cause so much pain. I was being myself. And I'm brutally honest, optimistic, and hopeful, and for whatever reason, I act the exact opposite of how I feel. I don't know why that is. I'll be asking my therapists about that. Anyway, I'm sorry for any pain I may have caused. I have never intended to... I asked people to stop thinking so badly about themselves, I stood up against Hollie's bullshit, I told nothing but the truth about how I felt and no ever believed me. I made mistakes. We all do. And I'll always try to be better. I wish the best of the luck for all of you.
          Sincerely, Alex W.

JourneysFable

@Strixoputo Or maybe, I'm just not doing things right.
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JourneysFable

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@Strixoputo Birb, I don't think I can...I let my anger get the best of me. I went against Hollie and now everyone hates me. Frokkie and Plasma believe so many false things about me I can't help but wonder if they're a tad bit delusional. Everyone believes I'm a bitch because I was mad at Hollie so obviously I must always be a bitch and just hide and it act all innocent to get people to love me. Hollie lies about me and she's so loved everyone believes her. All of the popular kids hate me. And you know what happens when the popular kids hate someone? Everyone else hates them. It's too late for me. And I'm not as great as you Birb. You can handle all this and try to make things better but the moment I try to do the same, just like the way it was in elementary school, for some goddamn reason I'm not aloud to.
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thebirdfantasy

@Strixoputo  Journey, we love you. You can't forget that.
            
            Sure, the bad things won't just... Disappear.
            
            But together.. We can bring light into this community.
            
            That's why it's better if you keep the evil in mind, yet, re-create it. 
            
            What I mean is, use the worst parts of yourself to become something greater.
            
            Without remembering all the terrible things I became, I wouldn't have been able to learn to share love!
            
            Please, keep your account. Let's work together. We love you!  <3
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