✝️❤️✨❤️Everlark & Fourtris❤️✨❤️✝️

Heyyy Girl! We haven't talked in awhile! How are you doing?

“In The Stars” by Benson Boone, but I made a happier version of the first verse and chorus.
          
          But, first, here's the original:
          
          Sunday mornings were your favorite
          I used to meet you down on Woods Creek Road
          You did your hair up like you were famous
          Even though it's only church where we were goin'
          
          Now, Sunday mornings, I just sleep in
          It's like I buried my faith with you
          I'm screamin' at a God I don't know if I believe in
          'Cause I don't know what else I can do
          
          I'm still holdin' on to everything that's dead and gone
          I don't wanna say goodbye, 'cause this one means forever
          And now you're in the stars and six-feet's never felt so far
          Here I am alone between the heavens and the embers
          
          Oh, it hurts so hard
          For a million different reasons
          You took the best of my heart
          And left the rest in pieces
          
          And, here's the happier version I made up (same tune):
          
          Sunday mornings, I just slept in
          Like I just buried my faith with her
          I have screamed at a God I didn’t know if I believed in
          'Cause I didn't know if I've ever been so unsure
          
          Now, Sunday mornings are your favorite
          We always meet up on Woods Creek Road
          You do your hair up like you're so famous
          Even though it's only church where we are goin'
          
          I'm still holdin' on to some things that are dead and gone
          But, you’ve helped me to say goodbye, 'cause this one means forever
          While she's in the stars and six-feet's never felt so far
          Here I am with you between the heartbreak and recover
          Oh, it hurts sometimes
          For a million different reasons
          But, you take the worst of my heart
          And glue all of the pieces

Everyone, listen.
          
          A breakup/losing someone itself can hurt, yes, but I think the part that makes me cry the most is the night when you go over all the things you'll never do with that person, again.

Guys, I'm so sad . . .
          
          One of my favorite Christian YouTubers is quiting because he feels like posting is becoming a chore and he's questioning his faith ༼⁠;⁠´⁠༎ຶ⁠ ⁠۝ ⁠༎ຶ⁠༽
          
          But, seriously, this makes my heart ache.

In tears.
          
          https://youtu.be/OpD6mwxPuJk?si=xa4XOJkGq8H6bZX8

Welp, if I'm not active for the next four days, it's because I'm going on a road trip to my uncle's and aunt's house, ALL the way up the coast of California. And, this disrupted SO many Christmas traditions, which I am NOT  happy about. Like, at ALL. Including the trip.

Pro tip: Don't look at couples doing stuff on Pinterest while you're single; it hurts so bad. For me, at least.

More proof of the Bible is true for the "seeing-is-believing" folks.
          
          https://youtube.com/shorts/odY704ZImCg?si=G43GLF4o4GGFoSMJ

HAIIIIIIIIIIII

POV of my life getting a bit more unbearable:
          
          Today, my friend group exchanged Secret Santas to each other, but one of the friend's name accidentally got pulled twice, meaning one of the friends didn't get a gift. And, that friend was me (⁠ノ⁠｀⁠Д⁠´⁠)⁠ノ⁠彡⁠┻⁠━⁠┻
          
          But, my friend said that they would give me a brand new Jack Skellington plushie they bought :DDD (guys, I LOVE The Nightmare Before Christmas).
          
          But, THEN, when I was making seed bead bracelets for something that's due anxiously soon, tHe FrEaKiNg, GoShDaRnEd BlUeY bRaCeLeT kEpT bReAkInG, aBsOlUtElY dEsTrOyInG mY sAnItY.
          
          And, it's worse when it happened TWO TIMES. And, it's EVEN worse when I don't know how to be kind with myself (like, I have no idea how to), so I'm hurting REALLY bad on the inside. And, it all just sucks.
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          But, yeah! Merry Christmas! Happy Hanukkah! Happy Kwanzaa! Whatever you do or don't celebrate!