Esti n Pierre

wow man. i. its almost my birthday. what, 3-4 years since i met you? almost 2 years since we talked last. i havent attempted in a whole year. im not sh-ing. i think of you a lot. you and patton and aj and everyone. they were good times. it was my childhood. jeez. i just cant believe its been that long. 12 days til im 14. the world is falling apart but at least i can still look back on all our memories. do you still think of me? 
          idk
          i miss you. hope youre doing well

happy june, esti. I uh think it's pretty clear you arent returning and after I log out from my account, honestly, probably me too.  but im going into 8th grade this year and turning 4teen soon (wow, honestly. that will mark half my life spent screwing around on the internet) so i,,was thinking about what its like to feel carefree. if you ever find this, my discord is calamitousangel and my tumblr is lemonnngrass. I miss you. and patton and everyone else. i miss being a kid, when everything was something I could bounce back from. I feel like an old man lol. miss you and love you (platonic), friend. maybe one day we'll meet again.

Yo, hope y’all are doing alright
          
          A lot has happened! I’ve aged, obviously. It’s been 4 years since we first found each other
          Hope you’re doing alright, I’m the person who used to call you Conny because of the “connecticut statehumans” thing
          I was that Colorado statehumans person
          
          Been doing a lot with life. I’ve moved to tumblr, that hellsite is a better hellsite than this one

Hi, still here. 
          Your birthday was in February. I sent you an email. 
          I miss you. 
          Here's to hoping. 
          
          It's April. 
          
          

November 20th.
          
          Hello, I still miss you. 
          
          Just as much as I did the first month and every month after. 

Hello hello, August 26th (it's been 20 more days) 
          
          Still waiting and still missing you. 

Hello, August 6th now. 
          
          Still awaiting your return. 
          
          I miss you dearly. 
          
          Always the same, 
          Ky

Hello again, it's been another month. 
          
          Happy 4th I guess. It's not that great. Florida is the worst. 
          
          But uh shout out to the founding fathers who made this hell possible I guess. 

It's me again, I hope you're doing well... 

Hey, I hope you're alright
          Miss you so much