Strxwberry_Cow

Hey Belle, 
          
          Ashido and Claude have been on my mind lately as are you in moments like those. 
          
          I hope one day we can continue to flourish and flesh out their wonderful and full stories together. Xieyo and Jasmine - Peter and Yasmin - Zi and Hope too. 
          
          I still miss you like hell all the time. It isn't easy. I've noticed over the years that people have joined me in leaving you notes and messages. It's nice to see that your absence is felt in the community. 
          
          I can't believe it's been so long since we last spoke. 
          
          I do hope we have the chance to speak again someday. Hopefully soon, though I feel like that is always what I hope. 
          
          I know you will return one day and in your own time. 
          
          Every good person deserves their rest. 
          Every good author takes a hiatus when things get tough. 
          Every friend is there for them when they return. 
          
          See you soon, okay? 
          
          Ky

Happy Birthday, Belle! 
          
          Still hope you're doing okay. 
          
          Still hoping to hear from you soon. 
          
          Ky

Hey Belle,
          
          I still miss you.
          I really still continue to hope you come back one day.
          
          Ky

miss u more every day esti! sometimes i log on just to check if youre magically back. im 15 now and in highschool. time really flies, don't it?

How you doing?

Is it wild that I still email you almost 2 years later? 
          Maybe. 
          
          Do I still miss you? 
          Yes. 

wow man. i. its almost my birthday. what, 3-4 years since i met you? almost 2 years since we talked last. i havent attempted in a whole year. im not sh-ing. i think of you a lot. you and patton and aj and everyone. they were good times. it was my childhood. jeez. i just cant believe its been that long. 12 days til im 14. the world is falling apart but at least i can still look back on all our memories. do you still think of me? 
          idk
          i miss you. hope youre doing well

happy june, esti. I uh think it's pretty clear you arent returning and after I log out from my account, honestly, probably me too.  but im going into 8th grade this year and turning 4teen soon (wow, honestly. that will mark half my life spent screwing around on the internet) so i,,was thinking about what its like to feel carefree. if you ever find this, my discord is calamitousangel and my tumblr is lemonnngrass. I miss you. and patton and everyone else. i miss being a kid, when everything was something I could bounce back from. I feel like an old man lol. miss you and love you (platonic), friend. maybe one day we'll meet again.

Yo, hope y’all are doing alright
          
          A lot has happened! I’ve aged, obviously. It’s been 4 years since we first found each other
          Hope you’re doing alright, I’m the person who used to call you Conny because of the “connecticut statehumans” thing
          I was that Colorado statehumans person
          
          Been doing a lot with life. I’ve moved to tumblr, that hellsite is a better hellsite than this one

Hi, still here. 
          Your birthday was in February. I sent you an email. 
          I miss you. 
          Here's to hoping. 
          
          It's April.