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Guys I'm back from the dead.
          
          In the middle of midterm week and I'm dying.
          
          I owe you all an apology. For the fanfic I put on hold for so long, I'll need to reorient myself to the plot I was making up along the way. But other than that, I can assure you all that I'm back.
          
          I guess I kept trying to make something up too fast, and in the end every time I came back to it, I didn't feel like writing it anymore. I'm sorry, but I'm back now.
          
          It will take a while, which I apologize for again. However, I will try my best to pay you all back for what I've kept you from, and for the terrible cliffhanger I left.
          
          Because I'm coming back after so many months, the original plot I had in mind may change. Other areas may change too, but it won't be too drastic.
          
          Anyway, I'm sorry again. Time to start making up for such lost time >:|

Merry Christmas! Hope ur doing ok! <33333

bestie !! I hope ur okay!! i haven't heard from u in months lmao
          r u doing good? Is schkool ok? <3

You doing alright? You’ve been quite recently and I was just wanting to check on you <33

IM BECOMING LAZY!!!
          
          
          Well....I was always lazy....
          
          BUT THIS IS WORSE ARGHH
          
          And I'm such a procrastinator loll
          Anyway.....
          
          I want to finish my fanfic, but my brain is straying toward other topics loll (meaning NOT AvM :()
          I can guarantee I'll finish the story, just not when I'll be able to finish it. I will try to finish it this year and hope that school won't do anything to bother me :)
          
          I might post another story -- one that doesn't concern AvM. The stories I've been reading about it have been amazing....it's just... I'd rather write something I want to see. Exactly what I want to see.
          Have you ever felt that before? A feeling that the things you read on a certain topic isn't enough, and that you just NEED to write something that meets up with your standards so that you can make yourself feel better?
          
          ...
          
          Ahh ignore me. I was never the best at explaining such things lolllll
          
          Please enjoy the rest of your life :)

Okay so I almost had a heart attack....not literally, dw
          
          I tried logging into my account, but I wasn't able to for some reason. So, as a result, I was locked out of my account. Fortunately, I was able to fix that problem.....but still, that was creepy
          
          Anyway.....
          :)
          
          Pls hang in for the next part y'all :))))))

Pay special attention to what people say out of
          anger,
          they've been dying to tell you that
          
          :)
          Hi y'all!!!! This week has been busy for me, so it'll be a while before I post the next part in my story loll -- pls hang in there for a bit longer
          EEEEEE and thank you for 6.1K reads!!!!!! Am so happy -- this is way more than I expected tbh
          
          Okay I'm done yapping for now. Have a good rest of your lives!!!! <3

:000 6K READS ON YOUR STORY POOKIE CONGRATSSS!!
          DWAG YOU NEED MORE FOLLOWERS...
          imma make a banner for you in the meantime :3

Love is a great strength...
          ...and a terrible weakness
          
          <3

Have you guys ever thought back to a time where you thought you did something really stupid and really wished whole-heartedly that you could go back in time and fix it?
          I think and do that all the time.
          Just the other day, I thought back to a time where my friend was real sad about not being able to finish a test on time because of a strict teacher (mind you, that teacher gave her only 30 minutes to finish a test where others got almost an hour because she had to make the test up that day). I already knew that I was bad at comforting people -- I still am -- but everyone was telling me to go and help comfort her, and how could I say no when I also really wanted to do something too to help her feel better? I care about her a lot -- she's a great friend :). Anyway, so I went to go help her, or I tried to, because I didn't know the right thing to say (due to experiences that make me cringe and feel guilty on the inside). So we just stood in silence. I tried to make her smile, but I was feeling very awkward too. In the end, I really didn't do much, and I still regret and feel guilty about it to this day. So I was thinking back to it yesterday, and I imagined a whole exchange of what I could've said to her (which were ultimately way better) instead of the stupid things I really did say that day.
          
          I have many more experiences like so. Every time, I believe I said the wrong thing, and it made me feel so guilty. That's why I try not to say anything now because I'm afraid it'll come out the wrong way. I'm just not that good at comforting people...
          
          
          And honestly.
          Am I a bad friend for what I did?
          I don't know anymore....
          
          Anyway, sorry for this dump on you all. I just felt like saying it because I really don't know much myself on this topic. Honestly, I'm such a hypocrite....
          Hope you all have a great rest of your lives!!!! <3