Stuieee

I know some of you have been waiting for an update, and I want to share that I’ve recently lost someone very dear to me. For the past six months, I was caring for someone during their final moments on this earth. It’s been a deeply emotional time, and I hope this helps explain why I haven’t been posting as often as I used to.
          	
          	I haven’t abandoned my story, but I can’t yet say how long it will take me to move through this grief. Please know that every star, every comment, and every bit of kindness you send warms my heart.
          	
          	Take care of yourselves, and stay safe out there. 

alpha_wolf_21

I’m so sorry. Hope you’re doing better. I send you my condolences and love. I lost someone dearly too and I know how you feel. It takes time but it gets better. ❤️❤️❤️
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itz_me_2138

@Stuieee Thank you so much for telling us something personal , and I am so sorry you have to see that .
          	  It's okay we can understand it and don't worry we will patiently wait for your work as it's one of the best masterpiece .
          	  You know , we can't move through grief but as the time go we know how to make live with us soo whenever you feel down or something you can always message here okay .
          	  Hope this hard time will go away soon .
          	  Aww I am happy to know that .
          	  Now you have mention it , its been few months I last read it , definitely going to re read it again .
          	  Yea too you Miss talented pretty author .
          	  Take care , stay safe and be happy .
          	  Oh and we will make sure to pray for the special person you lost .
          	  Honestly if you look deep into yourself, you will find the person in your heart , in your memories and in your writing.
          	  As people who write are not just write they are warrior and I am sure you are strongest one .
          	  Just believe in yourself.
          	  Ah excuse me for boring you , I have the tendency to say stuff like this .
          	  But i meant every single words I have written.
          	  Your reader .
          	  
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spiteysoul

@Stuieee I'm so sorry for your loss! And I hope you know how impactful your stories are!...I actually read color of you while I was grieving and it helped to say the least. I really felt like I was ducky and her losing yelena for that long while really hit close to home. But ypu truly have carried me through some difficult times! So I'm wishing you the best and praying for you 
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Stuieee

I know some of you have been waiting for an update, and I want to share that I’ve recently lost someone very dear to me. For the past six months, I was caring for someone during their final moments on this earth. It’s been a deeply emotional time, and I hope this helps explain why I haven’t been posting as often as I used to.
          
          I haven’t abandoned my story, but I can’t yet say how long it will take me to move through this grief. Please know that every star, every comment, and every bit of kindness you send warms my heart.
          
          Take care of yourselves, and stay safe out there. 

alpha_wolf_21

I’m so sorry. Hope you’re doing better. I send you my condolences and love. I lost someone dearly too and I know how you feel. It takes time but it gets better. ❤️❤️❤️
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itz_me_2138

@Stuieee Thank you so much for telling us something personal , and I am so sorry you have to see that .
            It's okay we can understand it and don't worry we will patiently wait for your work as it's one of the best masterpiece .
            You know , we can't move through grief but as the time go we know how to make live with us soo whenever you feel down or something you can always message here okay .
            Hope this hard time will go away soon .
            Aww I am happy to know that .
            Now you have mention it , its been few months I last read it , definitely going to re read it again .
            Yea too you Miss talented pretty author .
            Take care , stay safe and be happy .
            Oh and we will make sure to pray for the special person you lost .
            Honestly if you look deep into yourself, you will find the person in your heart , in your memories and in your writing.
            As people who write are not just write they are warrior and I am sure you are strongest one .
            Just believe in yourself.
            Ah excuse me for boring you , I have the tendency to say stuff like this .
            But i meant every single words I have written.
            Your reader .
            
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spiteysoul

@Stuieee I'm so sorry for your loss! And I hope you know how impactful your stories are!...I actually read color of you while I was grieving and it helped to say the least. I really felt like I was ducky and her losing yelena for that long while really hit close to home. But ypu truly have carried me through some difficult times! So I'm wishing you the best and praying for you 
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scarjoisthebest

Hey!
          Was one of your stories about being Natasha’s sugar baby/sub and Natasha being wandas sub? Because if so when will you be added it back on? I’ve been dyingggg to read it again!
          
          If it’s big your can someone please point me in the right direction because I can’t find it anywhere :)
          
          I also love ‘color of you’, it’s one of the few books that I read repeatedly, it’s amazing!

Mr_Blixten

@thaysdorothea13 is the tag on Wattpad, I just found it in “sories like this”
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scarjoisthebest

I only have wattpad so it’s definitely on here somewhere I just can’t seem to find it anywhere, there is a couple of scenes i remember from it if that makes it easier to see if you know what im talking about, i could really use the help because its quite frustrating   
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Stuieee

@scarjoisthebest Hi, dear. I think you're referring to 'You are in love' by taysmirrorball on AO3. I'm not sure if she's on wattpad. But she's on Tumblr under the name wandasaura. And here is the link for AO3: https://archiveofourown.org/series/3999790
            
            And thank you so much for enjoying The Color of You. It means a lot to hear.
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Stuieee

I'm back!!! So sorry it took so long, but depression had me in a chokehold and it’s still there, pressing on my throat like a bittersweet reminder that life sucks sometimes. But I’m determined to win this wrestling match. The Color of You will be updated today. I hope you all take care of yourself and drink a lot of water! Love love!

hunnybun809

@Stuieee depression is a bitch, hope everything is alright sending lots of positive vibes your way
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msg_00

@Stuieee Hey! Don't be sorry. I'm sending you lots of positive vibes and I know you're going to beat this damn depression because I've made up my mind and she has no choice but to disappear forever or I'll kick her ass back. Take care of yourself and drink lots of water too! ❤️
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ToBeAWriter98

@Stuieee I'm sending you the biggest hug ❤️ depression is a hard battle, but you being open about your struggle is proof enough that you want to beat it and it isn't easy but sheer will power can push you through anything even in the darkest of times. 
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PeggysDarlin

Hey! I just finished reading 'A dangerous game' and oh my goodness it was amazing!!! I loved every second of it. Read it all in one sitting. I love your writing style, I think it's very unique. Keep up your work, you're doing great! :)

Sednity

Hello, it's been awhile since i used wattpad, i have always been a reader since my younger years. I don't usually send messages to authors where everyone can read them but normally on private message. Apparantly that's gone.
          
          Like i said i haven't actually used wattpad in the  last 1-2 years , but once i saw your story 'The Color of You', it was like i was hooked on it. Your story includes topics not many stories have in them(at least not when i last passionately perused wattpad).
          Personally i think you woved it well in your story and i honestly liked how you unraveled your story, beautifully written truly.
          I actually binge read (i used to do that as a child, quite delightful) your story while savouring every well written word.
          Thank you for writing such a loving and comfortable angsty story.
          
          Thanks to you i feel like a little of my reader-self came back which i'm glad for since i never wanted to loose it.
          
          I hope you continue writing stories whenever you can and sorry for the huge ramble.

Sednity

@stuieee thank you for looking positively on my ramble and i’m glad it brought you a smile and that you liked my message.
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Stuieee

@Sednity Oh wow, your message made my day! I can’t tell you how much it means to hear that The Color of You brought back some of your reader-self and even inspired a bit of that childhood binge-reading joy. There’s something so comforting about losing yourself in a story, and knowing mine could be that for you is just incredible.
            
            Thank you for sharing your thoughts and for taking the time to write such a lovely message, especially when you don’t usually comment publicly. I’m beyond grateful for your kind words about the story, and it’s a huge boost to know you enjoyed the way everything unfolds—especially the blend of love, comfort, and angst that I worked to weave in.
            
            No need to apologize for any ramble; I feel like we could all use more of those beautiful, heartfelt messages! Thank you again, truly, for being here on this journey and for bringing a big smile to my day. 
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ToBeAWriter98

Oh no! You took down Love That Blooms, the vampire au was so lovely! 

ToBeAWriter98

@Stuieee no worries! I was just surprised is all, you have such talent! So it caught me off guard that you took it down! Please don't feel bad, i hope I didn't make you feel down. I honestly encourage you to follow your heart and take your time! You'll always have fans willing to read new and old work, regardless. Do not worry though, I love all of your work ❤️ so no rush or anything. Again, I hope that my message didn't make you feel low, wasn't my intention I was curious however what made you take it down. 
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Stuieee

@ToBeAWriter98 I only took it down in draft because I'm a bit stuck and was unsure if I will continue it or not. When I have the time I will look over it and see if I will put it up again with some adjustments or scrap it. Sorry :(.
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