Stupidkawa

I just need to vent a little
          	
          	Okay, so I'm a horrible insomniac. It's hard for me to ever get sleep, which sucks. Well, these last few 3 days, I haven't really slept at all, like in the 3 days combined and maybe if I'm being generous, so I slept like 8 hours, but it was probably not that.
          	
          	Anyways I was finally sleeping. I passed out at 1am, and then I woke up at 6:10 am. Now, why did I wake up? 
          	
          	Well, my drunk a§s uncle came into my room, and I heard him cause it's very easy to wake me up. He was just standing there looking at my shelf. I kept on trying to tell him to leave, and he said, "undress me? Undress me?"
          	
          	So, like I was like reasonably put off and scared, and he wasn't leaving. So I was fully awake. Anyways, he was just standing in my room for about 30 minutes, and he finally left. Nothing bad happened he just took my cat and sat down with her in a dog bed in my room. One of my dogs was on my bed sleeping with me, so I felt a little safer.
          	
          	But now I'm awake and can't go back to sleep cause I know he is in the room next to me, hopefully passed out in the other bed. He really is a very, very nice guy, and I know he wouldn't hurt me, but I don't have the nicest background, so I'm still alert.
          	
          	

Stupidkawa

I just need to vent a little
          
          Okay, so I'm a horrible insomniac. It's hard for me to ever get sleep, which sucks. Well, these last few 3 days, I haven't really slept at all, like in the 3 days combined and maybe if I'm being generous, so I slept like 8 hours, but it was probably not that.
          
          Anyways I was finally sleeping. I passed out at 1am, and then I woke up at 6:10 am. Now, why did I wake up? 
          
          Well, my drunk a§s uncle came into my room, and I heard him cause it's very easy to wake me up. He was just standing there looking at my shelf. I kept on trying to tell him to leave, and he said, "undress me? Undress me?"
          
          So, like I was like reasonably put off and scared, and he wasn't leaving. So I was fully awake. Anyways, he was just standing in my room for about 30 minutes, and he finally left. Nothing bad happened he just took my cat and sat down with her in a dog bed in my room. One of my dogs was on my bed sleeping with me, so I felt a little safer.
          
          But now I'm awake and can't go back to sleep cause I know he is in the room next to me, hopefully passed out in the other bed. He really is a very, very nice guy, and I know he wouldn't hurt me, but I don't have the nicest background, so I'm still alert.
          
          

Stupidkawa

3 hours away from posting Repaired and boy oh boy did I forget how annoying it was doing spacing on Wattpad.
          
          I have been trying to get rid of extra spacing and once I save and then click out then click back in THEY ARE STILL THERE
          
          It's okay I will fix this and leave it in 2024 just 3 more hours to go

Stupidkawa

Broken|| Woosansang ended July 13th a whole 6 months ago, and many of you guys have been asking for a sequel…..well I'm finally going to answer your prayers.
          
          Repaired|| Woosansang the sequel to Broken will be coming out January 1st 2025 in about 1 week!!
          
          Unlike Broken though, this will be bi-weekly updates since I'm so so very busy being a senior, but I can't hold out on the sequel Much longer.
          
          Now for all my people who love to listen to music while reading I made 2 playlists yall can listen to while reading both Broken and Repaired.
          
          This one is for Repaired-  https://open.spotify.com/playlist/7HiViqaAjSlyCUgbYeMzBY?si=ricNc2unSZ2G3qnVzvD61Q 
          This one is for Broken-
          https://open.spotify.com/playlist/2rYl3aksh3Jma7lrwOMeog?si=NBYd4XjZSWeajkchpIkaoQ

carat_fearnot_12

js wondering, will there be a sequel to broken? its such a good book, so it would be absolutely amazing if there was a book 2 for it!

Stupidkawa

@carat_fearnot_12 yes there will be a sequel! You actually reminded me that I have to start working on it thanks. I wanted to have it out soon but with it being my senior year things are very hectic, but I promise you there WILL be a sequel. Hopefully If everything starts to cool down, I'll have it out the beginning of next year, but no promises
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Stupidkawa

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People can be so annoying and harmful when it comes to nature and I'm pissed. 
          
          For a longest time about 2 years I have had a "pet" squirrel of some sorts. His name was Micheal and he would come to me for peanuts. He was nothing but a twig when I first found him and I fed him up he became a pretty squirrel and my daily happiness. As weird as it sounds we had a tight bound then today it all ended.
          
          I found my baby dead in my backyard. For a second I thought it was my dog's or cat but they wouldn't hurt him and there was no blood anywhere. That's when it hit me, people like to KILL squirrels and stray cats in our neighborhood and guess what? I found he looked like he was eating something. Plus how he was curled up was like he got poisoned. In conclusion somone poisoned him and just like how can a person do that to wildlife!!
          
          I feel bad I wish I was there to protect him. I know he came to my yard for help he just couldn't reach the front. I wonder if I could have helped him if only I found him earlier...
          
          I'm going to miss him so so so fucking much because he came part of my life but I guess this is just how things go humans like to fucking harm and kill things not worth hurting.
          
          Today sadly though is the day my baby parted from me. R.I.P Micheal and I hope you have a great afterlife, one where you get as many peanuts as you want and no one hurts you. I love you
          
          

carat_fearnot_12

@Stupidkawa I'm so sorry people can really be heartless. I can't relate as I have never had a pet, but one of my ex's friends starting started kicking a stray kitten that he saw on the street, and although we tried telling him to stop, we had to drag him back before he really did.
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Stupidkawa

Also, in runner when Felix sang, "Hold up, hold my hand cause we taking off" (1:24-1:27) I SWORE HE SAID JERKING OFF!
          
          I listened to that bit like 20 times because I could only hear jerking off, and I was very confused. I even had a few of my friends listen, and they thought the same until one person said it was taking off.
          
          I feel so dumb after that was explained...

Stupidkawa

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Yall what's your favorite song in the new Skz album???
          
          I think mine might have to be "Stray Kids" or "JJAM" I don't know though because they all were so good!!
          
          I was taking commentary for each song and the main thing all of them have in common is me saying "THIS FUCKING ATE HARDCORE" because honestly this whole album ROCKED!!