um hi dani here
so a lot of you guys actually didn't know this acc was owned by two people, me and my bsf elina.
on march 24th, i received a message from elina telling me goodbye, that they were going to end it all and at 2 am they posted their final message on wattpad saying goodbye.
in their message they told me that the criticism from their family for being gender fluid had become abusive and even after moving in with their only accepting family member, their cousin, their thoughts had become too much and they decided to end it.
unfortunately, their attempt was successful and when their cousin returned from work at 5.30 p.m., they had found that eli had died from an overdose from her cousin's anti-depressants.
eli was an amazing person who was shy, creative and gorgeous. it took them a while to figure out their identify but they were so brave coming out to her conservative family.
their favorite song was good hurt by chappell roan from her favorite album, school nights (by chappell roan). their favorite colors were very specifically #ce7233, #dc6d20, #d65050, #bc177d and #971d78 because they were the closest colors of the sunset, which was their favorite time of the day.
it has taken some time for me to accept their death as it was very surreal, except bad surreal (?) and i completely denied it and acted as if it didn't happen and i only now accepted that it had happened.
please forgive me for taking a long time to clear this up and i won't be very active
thank you
