StxckInThePast

so jokes on me i guess. i posted like last week ish that life couldn’t get any better and i swear now my life feels like it’s going downhill. i’m in such a bad mental state right now that i can’t even recognize myself. i know it’s bad because like i’m healthy, i have people who care for me, and i know everything will be okay soon. but i can’t help feeling like my life is going to sh1t and no one cares, you know? and this is so embarrassing bcs i have like two of my actual friends on here and i’ve never talked like this to anyone. i guess that’s part of it too like i bottle everything up because i’ve been conditioned since a young age to not say anything because i’m “ungrateful” or “no one wants to hear that”. i don’t know. 
          	i’m sorry if you made it all the way to the end of this. i just needed to rant :/

-strnqer

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ur feelings are valid. and it’s completely understandable sweetheart. life has a fucked up way of being
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StxckInThePast

so jokes on me i guess. i posted like last week ish that life couldn’t get any better and i swear now my life feels like it’s going downhill. i’m in such a bad mental state right now that i can’t even recognize myself. i know it’s bad because like i’m healthy, i have people who care for me, and i know everything will be okay soon. but i can’t help feeling like my life is going to sh1t and no one cares, you know? and this is so embarrassing bcs i have like two of my actual friends on here and i’ve never talked like this to anyone. i guess that’s part of it too like i bottle everything up because i’ve been conditioned since a young age to not say anything because i’m “ungrateful” or “no one wants to hear that”. i don’t know. 
          i’m sorry if you made it all the way to the end of this. i just needed to rant :/

-strnqer

this message may be offensive 
ur feelings are valid. and it’s completely understandable sweetheart. life has a fucked up way of being
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StxckInThePast

i got flirted with at Disney and i still feel like i’m on cloud 9.

StxckInThePast

@k-kodzuken //. i was in line for a ride and he was with his family and i was with mine.. (My family only speaks spanish so i have to talk spanish w/them) he heard me and he was “oh you speak spanish too that’s so cool” (HE WAS HISPANIC TOO) and then he was like “you should be scared this ride is scary *smirk*” and i was like “well i don’t get scared from rides” and as he was getting onto the ride he went “we’ll see abt that. don’t scream too much” AND THEN HE WINKED AT ME.. and then the ride went and i was blushing the whole time.
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StxckInThePast

Happy Pride Month to those who have come out, those who plan to, and those who never will. Coming out isn’t some final step to validating your identity or that you’re lying if you’re closeted. Being you privately or publicly is enough. You are enough! Have a good day and month besties!

-strnqer

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