So much happened today and I’ve learned so much from it. I’ve learned to appreciate the boys much much more each and everyday because we don’t know what goes on behind closed doors, how they feel and what is going on in their heads. Disbanding? To where they even had that thought hurts me. So so much...they were struggling so much, physically and mentally. But we didn’t know because they give us their all, shoes us everything with a smile. Bottle up their emotions and today...they let the best of it get to them- especially Hobie. Our sunshine that never shows his emotions and seeing him and our Tae break into tears is the least thing I want to see because it’s hurts me- us. Let’s give our boys our all and be their wings in 2019
