Subarashī Fubuki

Sorry had to deal with some damn boy harassing me. Not much being done about it other than him being told to stay away. Him capping his ass off. Work and other bullshit. I didn't forget about writing, just stressed with life at the moment.
          
          Anyway, for the new applyfic, do you all want me to do what I normally do and put the character sheet in a designated chapter. Or just use Google forms to make everything easier?
          
          Then do the same thing with love interest?

Happy new year everyone! 

I fucking hate life and I fucking hate highschool man. I'm so glad it's my last year but damn. Getting harassed by a boy in the damn special class was not in my bucket list of shit for this last year. AND I have to take the same bus as the boy. I hate everything. The little shit is a fucking violent person, so now I gotta deal with the last few threats he left me with when I POLITELY told him he makes me uncomfortable. Have nothing against the others in that class or need that class, but DAMN. This is the SECOND time this has happened to me.
          
          In middle school, my dumbass befriended a girl in a wheelchair everyone said to avoid. Then the bitch isolate me from everyone else in my grade and a few others, most of the damn teachers and made me an outcast. Made everyone think I was pulling her, turned the councilors against me, and stalked me the whole damn time we went to the same school. I couldn't get away from the bitch. And I've only JUST processed how bad that shit was, now I'm getting hit with this boy touching and making uncomfortable comments around me. Told him I HAVE A BOYFRIEND. My little brother, who was his friend originally, has in fact told him multiple times.
          
          The boy called me sensitive when I politely told him I was uncomfortable with his comments and how he touches me and what not. Told him I have a boyfriend and my brother told him multiple times as well. Shiiiiit I even explained why I'm so "sensitive" about this stuff. SA does that shit too you. Bro threatened me :'(
          
          Honestly, I don't care if he's in the special class, if the staff don't actually DEAL with this. I'm going to lose my damn mind.
          
          I hate everything.
          
          >:(
          
          
          
          Sorry for venting, I'm just really upset about this. ; - ;

Yaaay- anyway I'm going to start trying to slowly get into updating my rewrites! Yay- also I want to try and touch on my applyfic's and try to restart them if any of you are interested. Or just purely do a multi fandom applyfic if any of you all are interested in that. 
          
          Anyway thank you all for sticking around in whatever manner, have a good rest of your night or day (•̀ᴗ•́)و

We finally up- my dearest older brother is going to fix my old phone with all my previous story notes!
          
          :D
          
          So that means soon, I'll touch back to a lot of old stories of mine. (•̀ᴗ•́)و

Heheh- family drama go brr- heheh. Yeah anyway, for me to practice writing more (more than I do at school already T^T) I'll make a book to throw random Oneshot in. The first one, I'll put my (very unfinished as it had to be done that class period-) Oneshot?? Story in there. And then just random shit after. And maybe practice converting certain roleplays I've enjoyed into story form. ^^
          
          Anyway sorry for being such a mess all of the time and being as consistent as Cory (shade- where you at sir-), but I'm gonna try to at least come back time to time with something. (•̀ᴗ•́)و

School, stress and depression, relationship issues, not finna sugar coat why I haven't updated shit. I'm just tired, I might take a roleplay I've done, smush it into story form and call it a day. I'm tired. I'll just update something whenever or something. Life has been just splendid.

I might legitimately crash the fuck out in a minute. Everyone is being so fucking annoying at school, like yes, we fucking get it, you don't have your phone. Blah blah, our senior year seems like it's gonna be shit, we've got uniforms now and the first week feels like we're being treated like fucking kindergartners.
          
          WELL STOP FUCKING ACTING LIKE IT. Because all these fucking idiots want to fucking do is act a god damn fool. Like for fucks sake, I DON'T FUCKING CARE WHAT YOU THINK! This isn't the fucking teachers fault. This isn't the Principals fault, GROW THE FUCK UP AND STOP CURSING AT THE GOD DAMN TEACHERS! WE CAN'T GET SHIT DONE BECAUSE Y'ALL WONT SHUT THE FUCK UP.

I'll be trying to update on the weekends. School has me so god damn tired this year, and I'm not sure why. Probably because it's my last damn year, I'm tired of everyone's shit already. Everyone is on far too much shit and the school year just started. Probably the phone ban, which is understandable now that I've found out the reason. But still, I like my music and now I can't focus on crap. And despite this, it's annoying that everyone is taking their anger out on the teachers and other students. It's tiring as fuck. Regardless, I'll just try updating every weekend.
          
          Sorry for the little angry rant.

Aaalright. So it's been a minute and I didn't get to finish nor put out that chapter of one of the stories I was working on. So let me explain why.
          
          Yes I'm still trying to get back into the feel of actually writing again. I still have "technically" been writing, if some wacky roleplay counts. But writing actual stories is not something I've been doing.
          
          Regardless, y'all probably wanna know why I STILL haven't updated shit despite me saying I was coming back to do so. Some personal things happened in my life and I lost someone important to me. With the addition of a family member being a complete fucking asshole about it. So motivation to write has been at an all time low. But! I am going to try to write at least something, even if it's small. It might not be an update to my current stories as I have to get back used to writing for the kny cast of characters, once more. Just something. It might be OC based.
          
          I'll also try to be a bit more online! I also finally am no longer fricken space broke to all hell with my phone, so I won't have any trouble writing anything and it vanishing- Anyway, my apologies for the SEVERE lack of updates and pulling a damn Cory-
          
          Thank you for reading and I hope you all have a wonderful day or night (•̀ᴗ•́)و