I am still alive. A lot has happened. I quit therapy and I’ve been healthier than ever (I hope). Words cannot describe how bad I feel for not writing. I’ve just realized I did it for you more than me. I desperately needed a rest and I still need some time. I don’t want to pressure myself to write as fast as I can, for the sake of this story I will give myself time without feeling bad about it and blaming myself. I hope you guys are doing well, giving yourself time for whatever it is that’s happening in your life right now. See you soon<3