I don't even know why I wanna/just cry anymore like, my tears just slip away from my eyes and it just confuses me cause I think that I'm happy because of all the people around me believe that I am so I just pretend to be happy around them but when I'm alone like I could just be reading a book then a tear falls from my eye, then another. Honestly when people ask me how am I doing I just say I'm great! But I just say that because I'm doing shitty but I dont have a good reason to be doing shitty so, They don't ask questions I just say I'm doing great thank you for asking what about you tho? how are you doing?
Thats how My life is going right now! :)
