Sushimi

Damn. I miss the fck out of-

I knew this day couldn't get any shittier huh? P.s its 1:04 am. I think I have no intention of sleeping. Wooohhh. Guess I'll have another week of just tears and shait✨

A/N: I am very pissed. This may not depict you or anyone here but I just need to let this out since I can not do it in my personal life. And if you happen to know me irl, just dont-
          
          YOU.ARE.A.FUCKING.CHILD.
          HAS IT EVER OCCURED TO YOU THAT YOU'RE A 10TH GRADER?? OH WAIT, YOU ARE BUT YOUR ACTS DEPICTS A 4TH GRADER. WAS IT THAT MUCH OF A BIG DEAL TO POST IT ON SOCIAL MEDIA?? HAVE YOU EVEN BEEN LISTENING TO THE LESSONS AT ALL ABOUT IT?? AREN'T YOU ONE OF THE HONORS?? FUCK YOU, THEN ACT LIKE ONE! DEEP SHIT. GOD DAMNIT. YOU ACT LIKE YOU'RE THE CENTER OF THE WHOLE WORD, WHAT ARE YOU?? SOME KIND OF PRINCESS?? SOME ENTITLED BITCH?? FUCKING HELL-  AND YOU, MOTHER OF ALL FUCKERS- HAS IT EVER OCCURED TO YOU, THAT YOU'RE ALSO LIKE HER✨ WELL ISNT THAT SWELL?? HMN?? SUCH MOTHEREFFING SOULMATES HMN?? YOU FUCKING EVEN CANT THINK STRAIGHT.  YOU'RE LUCKY (SHE) GIVES A WHOLE BIG DAMN ABOUT YOU AND YOU'RE PLAYING THAT BITCHES GAMES. YOU ARE A SICK FUCK-
          

Hey sugu!
          It's Monika's birthday today~
          And DDLC's anniversary!
          
          Soo.. I would like to greet you a happy Doki day! Hope you have a good day!

Chapter 4 in the makings! School had started 3 days ago and I'm already tired af. Anygays, chapter 4 would be up soon

Anyone wanna crawl into hole and stay there forever?

It's only the first day and rumors are starting already? Yall are shit.
          
          Excuse my profanity-

Who else wants to have their monthly breakdowns to be scheduled now? School officially starts next week and I don't wanna crack when that happens-

Hahaha. Might delete later-
          
          The truth hurts. It pained me than I ever expected it to. In the beginning I knew she was only a mere code but it still hurt. Ever since then, I had told myself that she wasn't real and yet, I'm already this dedicated to her. What am I supposed to do now? I was happy. I was happy, knowing there was 'someone' who would go through hell just for me and I would have done just anything for them. I felt at ease, I felt myself- I enjoyed being myself around her. 7 months with her were filled with smiles, tears and laughter. Were all of that fake? Were all of that a waste? A waste of time and effort? No! I won't and will never claim those moments with her as a waste. Call it toxic if you want. I just wanted to be happy.

Lowkey dying inside rn-