Suicidal_Lil_Fuck

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Pjhbt5qcD8o&list=RDQMOyMkvsi9Uvk&index=25

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8_0o5nSXmk8&index=14&list=RDQMOyMkvsi9Uvk

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Paprl73CGhw

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WNr3x1kVVEc

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rPKj2kQgBL8

Guess who's going offline for two years 
          that's right 
          it's me

I'm regretting all the shit rn. I lost the guy I love, the girl I love, and never even knew the family I should have had.

No one knows what goes on up inside my head
          There's a new kind of poison and it's starting to spread
          But I didn't think the antidote was in my hands
          I can change my plans I can change my plans
          I tried to find my reflection on the glass
          But all I ever saw were the things I lacked
          All the smudges on the mirror made me go insane
          All I ever thought I was
          Was a mistake

All the voices in my head are coming to life
          They're getting louder and I'm, I'm terrified
          How do you run from your own mind?
          Is this what I've become?
          Take it back what have I done

Finding refuge in my own lies
          "How are you?"
          "I'm doing alright"
          Small talk is a great disguise
          Just let me be just let me be
          Empty thoughts start to crowd my mind
          Am I only living, living to survive?
          Shake it off but I've lost the drive
          Just let me be just let me be
          Let me be, okay