Suicidalthoughts666

This is for all the people who struggle through life. For the people who’s cries go unheard. To the people who think about suicide EVERYDAY. Because I am one of those people. I want everyone to know that it will get better. That it will be okay. Remember that there’s only rainbows after rain and that stars always shine brightest in the dark. You may feel depressed but hey that’s okay. We all need to know fear to be brave. Know mean to be nice. We all make mistakes. I’m not going to say that it will all suddenly get better because life doesn’t work like that. Life is complicated. Its like a rollercoaster. If you want off suddenly do you jump off and hope for the best. No, you stay on until the ride is over. So go through life like a rollercoaster and hang on tight. For me. For them. For everyone. Just hang on.

this is new...
          So, long story short,
           I also want to die. I am on depression meds, and I have several friends who feel the same. And I don't know how i feel. Empty would be the best way to describe it. It's like not caring about anything at all, but caring about  everything too much. Like, being sad, but not wanting anyone to know. Drowning when everyone around you is breathing air.  Wishing that for once, just once, you could feel something other than exhaustion and sadness. Forcing yourself to go through everyday even though you want to just curl up and cry.
          
          Oof. That got deep...
          Sorry. I'll leave.