SuicideIsntAnAnswer

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          	it's 2020 and I found this account again. I've been talking to a counsellor and remembered it, and again had honestly completely blocked out some of the god awful shit I wrote about how I was thinking and feeling.
          	
          	don't read this crap. I can't work out how to delete any of it. don't read it. I romanticised the shit out of the way I was feeling because I didn't know how to deal with it.
          	
          	I was 12 when I wrote all this. I'm 17 now. it's mad how much stuff can change. if you read any of the gross crap I put up here and resonate with any of it at all the please consider proper actual help.

SuicideIsntAnAnswer

this message may be offensive 
          it's 2020 and I found this account again. I've been talking to a counsellor and remembered it, and again had honestly completely blocked out some of the god awful shit I wrote about how I was thinking and feeling.
          
          don't read this crap. I can't work out how to delete any of it. don't read it. I romanticised the shit out of the way I was feeling because I didn't know how to deal with it.
          
          I was 12 when I wrote all this. I'm 17 now. it's mad how much stuff can change. if you read any of the gross crap I put up here and resonate with any of it at all the please consider proper actual help.