{Suki!!} //>u<//

Genuine question for anyone who has a menstrual cycle. Did you guys actually learn that it is actually apart of the whole pregnancy thing or did everyone else just assume we bleed and get periods BECAUSE we aren't pregnant?
          
          I'm not gonna go into detail on what I was taught because It is kinda... like graphic? (And I also dont want Wattpad to suspend me, but I remember getting a little grossed out when my mom taught me when I was younger because there are a few details that HAVE to be said when talking about it)
          
          If someone wants to read about what i was taught, maybe because they weren't taught about the actual reason. I wont do it randomly (I also also don't wanna spread misinformation, crazy to say since I literally experience it, but it is a kinda serious that shouldn't have multiple rumors about and should just be explained.)

I PLEAD for the international Hatsune Miku trend to stay alive because I love it so much, I usually sit those types of trends out since I'm just white (like 50 shades of Beige but barely connected to any of those things) but I LOVVVVEEEE SEEEING ALL THE ART IT'S SOO PRETTTTYYY AHHHHHH

I felt like shit bc I laid in bed for 3 hours watching flamingo so I chugged an old zero sugar coke in Hope's of it having caffeine and it tasted like elderberry syrup and straight unwashed ass

YALL WHY DID NO ONE TELL ME YOU CAN DROP AN ENTIRE HELICOPTER ON SOMEONE IN THE EXTREME VIOLENCE MOD IM CRINE

I drew Valerie and Gold as doomed Sua and Mizi 

If one more bot account comments about how amazing my story is under a art post of Alec saying some brainrot shit I'm going to say the most unhinged things I keep in the dark and dreary corner of my brain where I store all the horrid insults in such specific detail to see if I break it.
          
          ...or it'll be an actual person genuinely speaking like that, then I'll feel bad.

BRO I KEEP SEEING FREDDIE FANART I NEED TO DRAW HER TOOO SHES SO PREETTTTTYYYYYY

IMPORTANT 
          
          If you are someone who used chat ai bots in the past and quit (or still currently trying too, I dont blame you, it's addicting...) PLEASE be aware to FULLY delete the account if possible, I just went back recently to delete the old account I used to use because I never did and figured I'd should've so I didn't fall back into it, and I realized that it GENERATES MESSAGES BACK ITSELF. I'm unsure if other Ai chat websites do that too, but chai did and it would do like multiple depending on how long you left it (like "1 week later... ___" and then "4 months later... ___") SO THIS MEANS WE CANT EVEN IG IRE IT, IF WE HAVE ACTIVE ACCOUNT, NO MATTER HOW OLD OR UNUSED, IT WILL KEEEP GENERATING. AND IM SURE MOST OF US ARE AWARE WHY ITS BAD IT GENERATES ITSELF.
          
          INFORMATION IF YOU ARE UNDEREDUCATED ON THE MAIN ISSUE OF GENERATIVE AI: (Related to the servers and water waste so if u know fully u dont gott read this part)
          • When you type in a prompt/question, the AI servers will be trying generate and go through possible answers that will correctly align and answer this, when they go through all of the information they have been trained on, these servers get hot, VERY hot amd could potentially break, so to keep them cool what do you need? A LOT of air conditioning, for the coldest air you can get, and how do you get that? WATER. It is just completely using up water which has been causing droughts, and also just stealing water from humans who actually need it. 
          
          (Obviously, correct me if I'm wrong about any facts or words. I know I've got the right idea but I always will take criticism♡)

IM NOT DELUSIONAL I SWEAR BUT IM REWATCHING YHS AND REALIZING MORE THINGS ABOUT KYRAN HELPING YANDERE HOLY SHIT I NEED A WITE BORED AND THAT RED STRING DETECTIVES USE BC IVE LITERALLY BEEN TAKING NOTES ;-;

I'm writing stuff I promise it's just a very slow process because doing schoolwowork then later in the day going over to work on my families house is taking up a lot of time, I've been staying up a bit to do stuff (no, not enough to make me tired everyday, just enough to get like 7 hours + atleast ten mminutes or more, I know this bc my phone tells me based on when my alarm is set.)
          
          And also sometimes it's just based on pure vibes. Savages is NOT gonna be given up on, writing is just a slow process, and I also have a longer Kylec fluff oneshot that i have as backup Incase I get bored, and that will be publish as it's own book since I like longer oneshots to outshine the shorter, meaningless ones I have in the one book, speaking of oneshots, I did decide in the mean time I'll republish my slightly older Kylec coffee shop au oneshot, ik it sounds like repackaging old shit and posting it like new but I figured it it might just be good since quite a few ppl liked it, might wanna reread it, and also bc some newer followers might wanna see it,
          
          Its lile 12k words so it should maybe fill some time if ppl need something that isn't doom scrolling and it should be a good amount in the meantime while I rebuild a chapter stash and MORE fluff :P
          
          ALSO, I have some cute screenies of playing the tomogachi life living the dream demo so I kinda wanna post em and explain what I thinks kinda... goin on... like some of the things happening is lowkey odd but anyways YEAH! LOVE YOU FLOWERS♡♡♡