Sukoshi Ninja

i've had one (1) hyperfixation for 10 years (vld klance) and you mean to tell me some gay ass stickball boys who have found family (aftg anyway-you-want-'em-that's-the-way-you-ship-them) are gonna ruin that for me (give me 2 hyperfixations)? like how are they all gonna fit, i just got the one brain

When I first started writing fanfiction it came from a place of love. I loved the original media so much that I couldn't help thinking about it in my spare time. I started making head cannons, drawing art. I found more head cannons and art online that inspired me more. So I started writing. And because I started writing after the first season aired, it was at the height of popularity. My fanfic took off way larger than it deserved to. But it was fun and I enjoyed the validation. 
          
          But then I started getting a lot of pushy comments. It became less of a fun thing for me and more of a trying to get content out. My chapter length dropped. The quality took a nose-dive. Thinking about it became stressful.
          
          The final nail for me was the comments about a side character. This was also around the time I was coming to terms with my own sexuality. And I explored that thorough one of the characters that I related to. And some readers came for me. It wasn't the right kind of asexuality; it wasn't the proper definition, it was a poor representation, people aren't really like that. But that wasn't true because that was me and where I was at. Not the best feedback when you're trying to understand who you are. So between that and the forceful comments I scrubbed my works for that fandom from the internet that I am only just re-releasing today.
          
          But the fandom is dead now, so the onslaught of feedback will be more manageable. 
          
          Thank you to all who expressed concern. I  learned a lot, but I have also grown a lot. I am in a better place and much better equipped (shoutout to my therapist).
          
          All the love,
          Sukoshi Ninja

what happened to your account ???? :(

Accckk I loved your works!! I don't know why you left, but if you ever plan on returning I'll be here.

you’re an amazing writer, i hope you never give that up. i don’t know what pushed you to make this decision but i’ll support no matter what. stay strong ❣️

you were a fricking great author, I hope you don't give up the writing

aww, my dude im gonna miss you !
          
          ((also sorry, but i also was worried bc my notfis blew up))

Just found this account. What happened? :(

I’m sorry your experience was so bad. I respect your decision and won’t question you, have a wonderful life, friend. ❤️

im sorry that fandoms have the tendency to be so shit. please be safe and enjoy life beyond this point in time.