Sumire

I finished French Cup. Book 2 incoming.

I'd like for someone to read Lyra's Magnum Opus. The new chapter, 385, is exceptionally beautiful. It talks about nebulas and the afterlife. But, no one will ever get that far. I find people are scared of sad things. They immediately recoil when I tell them what Lyra is about. Yes, someone is actively dying in the book. It's about how people around that person and that person cope. But there are beautiful and profound things in that journey. I wonder why people don't want to read a series such as this. They recoil and immediately turn away. Do they think I won't be able to handle it the way it should be? That it will be a bad interpretation and that's offensive? Or is the subject so scary to the human condition that they can't even bear to read a word? Or maybe they want to read about the typical tropes you find on Wattpad, because that's easier and more consumable and plentiful.

Stopped writing for a while. No one gave a shit. Starting writing again. No one gives a shit.

Can't write today. Too stressed out to even sleep. Want to scream. Sorry to my reader.

*Makes Every Day is Beautiful With You be about drag queens dealing with their drag queen friend's cancer diagnosis because nobody's reading it anyway*

Published an "Every Day is Beautiful With You" chapter. I don't know why I hesitate to write it.

Published a new French Cup chapter.

Hmm I've been pretty mad for the past few days, so idk maybe I will write an argument into Every Day is Beautiful With You. I couldn't write, because I don't feel very loving right now and this couple is extremely lovey dovey. But couples fight... Maybe this is just another side of their love.

So, question for readers o.o
          
          Are my books really different from each other or is it obvious that I'm just pleasantly pining away for the same guy all the time? 
          
          Thank you lol.

Just realized:
          Audrey Hepburn's Pearls: a drama
          Lyra's Magnum Opus: a romance
          French Cup: a comedy
          My Boyfriend is a Nepo Baby: Y/A
          Every Day is Beautiful With You: ????
          
          Lol idk what my new one is supposed to be. I'm still working on the others btw. This new one is just to clear my head as life stuff goes on.