Sumire_akane

Wow. I just read all of that and tbh I'd say that I'm proud of myself for at least expressing how I felt and how I handled it even tho I wasn't in the best mental state back in October through now. Idk if anyone will read this but it is kinda getting better just every slowly, ik things will be hard and you'll cry or maybe even fall deeper into depression but just know there will always be someone out there waiting for u, just take the time and prepare yourself to reach out to them even if you're tired and I'm proud that u did specially dealing with a lot of mental health problems. I still have a lot to learn on who I want to be and also bettering myself instead of getting myself in harms way just for someone who won't be forever. I truly hope everyone is doing well and i hope my ex gf doing amazing, my only regret is that I ruined our friendship we had before since I do kinda miss her. Have a nice time.

I really need to check my spelling specially when I'm sleepy ‍

Lol, I'm back and uhh I got a gf but we broke up after like 18 days and we ended on bad terms and I wish things ended differently but I realized now that she'll probably never even actually love me since it seems she'd prefer someone who hurt her and idk if she's obsessed with the idea of character but I'm relieved that I'm not inlove or breaking myself for someone every time and now that I look back, I think I was inlove but love the feeling of being inlove like I do love my partner more but it's more that I'm clinging on to love instead of the person, I'm assuming the reason I'm doing this, is to find someone who will make me feel like how my best friend made me feel anyways, things are somewhat better and I came back bc uhhh well wattpad just hits different with fan fics for me ‍ I just hope that things will get better for me and that I forgot about my ex since it was toxic and I'm pretty sure she hates me with her guts.

Ngl, I deleted wattpad and decided to stop reading fan fics because it was messing up my brain and other things. Looking back on my old post, I cringe a bit, but i'm glad i was able to share smth that happened to me online (praying no one from ik in real life finds this) at least a few new things have actually happened that made me happy, I've adopted a child (not really but iykyk) but uhhhh so now ig I was right that we would break up but I'm still friends with him and I do like his company at times anyways ima probably delete wattpad again bc I don't think I should go back to this over and over again as a way to cope with everything, tbh idk what else to say, I want to say more but like I don't want my actually friends to find this cuz then uhh I don't want to be outcasted anyways I hope I can meet someone else who will treat me the way I want to be loved (idk but after the break up with my new ex) I just wish to forget anyways cyaaaaa Ｏ(≧∇≦)Ｏ

Tbh... March and April have been the worst months for me... My friend had to leave, and things happened on the weekend, and I had to call my friends...I don't think I'm happy anymore...in all honesty...I don't think I'll get help...and I don't know how much longer i can keep this up and the reason I was smiling was because my 2 friends (rp/role play) my moms and also my other friend...who was my grandpa (rp) and they made me smile...at least I have my husband with me...I guess but I don't think he'll understand or love me how I love him...I'll probably delete this later bc I can't have my rl friends to found it about this...anyways goodbye and have nice life ★●★

I might not be as available because of my life, but I'll try and add new books to the collection when I have time 

Hi, I'm back um..sorry I don't really know what to say, unfortunately, but things have been getting better, at least I thought it was...but now I'm not so sure but everything and how I should feel anymore...I'm just tired, sometimes I miss the person I was before...the sad part is that you won't find the same person twice...they'll change and so will you eventually...well I just wanted to say I'm back but probably I won't be online that much because of other stuff or things, hope yall have a great day or night ★

Just finished Bungo tales, and I feel sad and kinda lost :(

Tbh I got kinda lazy to add the other books I have saved 

Thank you for the follow<3