Summer ☆

Bye bye old stories. It’s fine for something new. 

Memento Mori, are you there? 

Here I am once again, old friend. Man. How long has it been since you felt the colors of my words flow onto this screen. 

Hello my old friend.

I really want to remove the PewDieCry stories from this page and start over. I have so many real and worthy story ideas I want to create here but it’s really hard to let them go, you know? It was so much fun when I wrote those stories. I was able to share that love with so many people who appreciated those stories back then. It’s hard to let it go. But someday I will let them go.

Well, anyways. This year I’m gonna make some big changes in my life. I’m nearly 24 now so I want to really live my life without those same regrets. I think I have to stop letting the pain rule my life and focus on finding the happy.

I feel like this website is just a faded memory in the back of my head. I was such a kid when this website meant everything to me.

No matter how much time passes I am always swayed by you. Your very existence calls to me. I just don’t know how to accept it... 

If I write a new story here, I wonder if I should leave my pewdiecry stories up...I will no longer ever write those kinds of stories but I realize a lot of people enjoyed them in simpler days. 

I wonder if as a girl you can never really escape the part of you that’s woven inside your womb that screams from its maternal instinct. The older I get the more I really do want a baby. Feel like my times ticking away even if I’m still super young. Someday for sure.