There is a lot about me. I am curious about everything, trying to find my self. Very self conscious about myself, trying to keep friends but it is a one way street. Smoking on the daily and getting black out drunk when I can't handle the stress. One of my good friends knows a lot about me and my struggles,  he has helped me through a lot and I feel bad. He has bee there and I don't always follow his advice. Looking for more friends to talk and vent to, maybe even write a story together.