SunKiki776

I put the lipgloss on! When I looked in the mirror I was like "who is she?? God damn!" 
          	Yes, Yes I do feel.. bonita ✨

SunKiki776

Uhh.. what do I do with this information??
          
          I'm a biological girl with a tomboy style and I haven't touched makeup since I was like 8. I just bought myself lipgloss and I have this weird feeling... I want to put the lipgloss on but I know I'll smudge it or accidentally ingest it and it's not like I'll be anywhere but home today so I'm thinking "what's the point" but like I said, I have a weird feeling..
          
          The best way to describe that weird feeling is it's tempting but confusing and foreign.. it's like I'm trying to understand complex math in my spare time and getting kinda uncomfortable..? I don't know if I like it or hate it.. what do I do?? 

i_eatchildren_

As a girl who’s also a tomboy I think you should give it a try!!! I think it’s important to remember that style is what you do for yourself and not other people, if you want to try it then you should. You won’t know if you don’t like it until you do, and if you hate it than you don’t ever have to put in on again. But if you like it you could be learning something new about yourself. This should be about you doing what makes you happy and expressing yourself in the way you want to, I think being open minded is the way to go. 
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SunKiki776

I JUST FELT WHAT IT'S LIKE TO BE A PROUD MOTHER!! ToT
          
          For context I've been raising these baby goats for over a month because their mother's rejected them. I used to have to get up every hour and feed them and stuff but now they can go 4 hours without being fed. (But that's not what I'm proud about)
          
          What I'm proud about is the fact that these babies were both once on our barn ground limp and practically lifeless but I just heard one drink water and it's the first time I've actually heard them drink water!!! I've spent a month of being sleep deprived, overworking myself, and caring for these things just so they could see another day!! And soon they'll be put there frolicking with the other baby goats!
          
          They grow up so fast... ToT

i_eatchildren_

@SunKiki776 That’s okay, that’s also literally the only goat breed I know by name lol. I’ve been looking into goats in general though, I’m interested in either pursuing zoology or working as a veterinarian so I like learning about any animals I can and how to care for them. 
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i_eatchildren_

@SunKiki776 Probably Nubian goats, we’d need them to get along with our chickens and be okay with our dogs. And I know that Nubian goats can do well in Missouri’s climate, and I actually saw 2 yesterday and I know that our local university actually raises quite a few goats. But there are Nubian goats for sale close by all the time too, which would make access to that breed easier than most others. But what do you think is important to know before making the decision to get goats??
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SunKiki776

my mom just got a new truck!
          
          Yesterday me and my sister went to look at trucks with our mom because her car needs some work and she travels often. We ended up talking to a guy that worked there and long story short he set my mom up with a truck.
          
          The truck is ready to pick up today but my mom dosen't have the money. She needed $5000. Then my mom called my grandmother and asked to borrow the money and she said she'd pay her back on the weekend. 
          
          So now me and my mom are going to my grandma's house to pick up the money, my mom is having our neighbor drive her car back home, and we're gonna pick up ty e truck!

i_eatchildren_

That’s awesome!! I’m supposed to get my grandpas car once I can drive (he should NOT be allowed on the road) but when I’m older I’d love to have a truck, bc what do you mean I can just shove things back there and just put like a strap on it and be good. Like just think of all the possibilities, I want to just carry around the most random objects I can find and just show them off.
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SunKiki776

I'M CONCERNED.
          
          Let's say there's Tom and Greg, they're gay. 
          
          Greg has a sister named Stephanie. 
          
          Greg and Tom get married. 
          
          Stephanie would call Tom her brother-in-law
           and Tom would call Stephanie his sister-in-law
          
          Right? 
          
          Stephanie and Tom are now considered non-blood siblings..
          
           if Stephanie is now Tom's sister and already is Greg's sister...
          
          Does that make Tom and Greg (non-blood related) siblings too?
          
          Not to mention the parents would call their child's wife or husband their daugter/son-in-law.... 
          
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          I know they're not actually blood related but still... 
          
          I need answers. 
          

SunKiki776

@PekobutIntrovert I'm fine. It was just a shower thought. -_-
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PekobutIntrovert

@SunKiki776 Is everything ok? Are you all there? We're here for you ok
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SunKiki776

"Why don't you like you're parents that much?" I just had a panic attack. My mother laughed and called it a tantrum and my dad wasn't even in the room (I'm honestly surprised he was in the house)
          
          And no, I don't want sympathy. Don't say you're sorry for me, don't ask if I'm okay, don't wish for me to be okay.
           I don't need anyone to be sorry because I'll be fine as soon as I'm 18, I don't need anyone to ask if I'm okay because I'm not okay but I am working on being okay, and I don't need anyone to wish for me to be okay because I will be okay in some time.