Sunisaprettypinkprincess

My mom’s not coming back guys. She told me she was going to try to work things out with my dad so I can go to California where she is… I don’t know how to feel. 

Also everyone keeps changing their Names and pfp s so I can’t tell who is who anymore :(

I’m so SO MAD AT MYSELF GUYS. I mean yeah, maybe I couldn’t sleep at ALL because I was in so much pain last night. But that gives my sister and my dad no excuse to let me sleep in for 11 hours!? Like why! There was so much to clean and I woke up and my dad said “The house looks fine and it’s not like we did anything.” I was about to start cleaning everything, then I got a bad headache again. (Guys I hate the flu. And it dosent help when it’s THAT time o mnth if ykyk) I was literally up all night crying.  Guys maybe Im too hard on myself…

I appreciate you guys. And my friends (even if they don’t understand how I work sometimes) it’s alright. And I love them. And my sister. I mean I treat her like a damn therapist. But she gets it. 
          
          I think I need to stop. I need to change. I’m going to start water fasting. (Which is a dumb idea since I’m getting sick, but who cares I need to lose weight) I don’t think I can do anything about the dreams I have about dating my favorite characters… (I wake up and remember I’m single) 
          
          I’m such a Debbie downer. I always think the worse. Which is hard to change… bottling up emotions like I have though is stressing me out too.  I don’t know guys. I don’t know what to do.

My dumb ass took a scalding shower and let it get cold again, so now I think I’m getting sick…
          
          Also I’m mad because my mom’s not coming back this week after all, she’s staying another week in cali. And she usually tells me everything, but I had to hear it from my dad. So that’s half a winter break wasted on Cleaning shit around that house for no reason…
          
          Guys I’m so tired. Emotionally. I’m such a pushover and a softy. I stay up crying thinking about how I might have to choose between my dad and my mom and my step dad. Yeah my dad wasn’t the greatest. But deep down I feel so SO FRIGGING BAD! like I still love him. And I have to think about the fact that he almost committed last time we left him. I gave him a hug. He had no idea we were going to be in a different state the next day. I had to turn off my phone. I don’t want to feel like that again.
          
          I feel like if I have to choose I’m just gonna leave. I can’t anymore. With any of this. My parents. I love them. But it’s wearing me thin…

Guys, my friends that I told you about? The ones I met on my school? They’re actually so cool! They’re on watt pad too. Read my disc and plz follow them!  But seriously. They’re really cool, they are different from other people I’ve met. And I appreciate them as much as I appreciate you guys! I wish you all a Feliz Navidad!

Guys, my Winter break is going to suck. My mom is leaving w my sister to California for a bit starting tmr. I feel lonely af. I swear I’m tired. But I love you guys and thank you all for supporting me and my stories!

Hewwo my fellow FNAF lover! It's always good to find another fan, hope you had a lovely day, ✨

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          I’M SHOCKED- YOU’RE BACKKKKKK?!?!?!?!?!?!?
          
          
          *HUGS IMMEDIATELY*
          
          I MISSED YOU SMMM >n<!!!

Also I’m single again… yippie… :/