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Vent time? Yeah, vent time :)
I feel like shit rn and wanna cry. I haven't eaten in a while and my stomach really hurts since I haven't but I can't be bothered to get up and eat something. I also haven't drank any water in a few days, all I've drank today has been apple juice. My head hurts so much.
My friend was gonna come over last night to hang out and she had to cancel, that was gonna be the only good part of this week and now I don't even get that.
I hate like all my friends, they're all dramatic, toxic, assholes who don't even care about me and I'm too much of a dumbass to leave them.
I have no motivation to write at all and I feel so guilty for not updating my books. All I've done this weekend is lay around and cry, I feel so useless. It's 4 in the morning where I live. I should go to bed.
On the bright side, whenever I get like this I end up making a lot of videos for YouTube cause I get lots of ideas and don't have anything better to do so I've made like 2 GCMVs and half of an episode of my new series all just tonight
...so at least something good has come out of this
Anyways, I'm gonna go make another GCMV or watch TikTok now, bye