Sunflowersam96

Alright so I'm getting ready to re-write chapter 4 as I've done 6 times now, but haven't been able to find the write words. The last few months have been horrible for my depression and I really want this chapter up before Sept 5th. I decided to skip forward in time a bit for this chapter to the present day. There's a lot that I need to let out this way before I can even begin to think about facing her death anniversary. I hope to have chapter 4 up by 7pm CST tonight as I also have D&D planning to do. So I'm going to jump right into writing. See y'all soon!

Sunflowersam96

Alright so I'm getting ready to re-write chapter 4 as I've done 6 times now, but haven't been able to find the write words. The last few months have been horrible for my depression and I really want this chapter up before Sept 5th. I decided to skip forward in time a bit for this chapter to the present day. There's a lot that I need to let out this way before I can even begin to think about facing her death anniversary. I hope to have chapter 4 up by 7pm CST tonight as I also have D&D planning to do. So I'm going to jump right into writing. See y'all soon!

Sunflowersam96

Hey loves! I will be posting chapter 4 tomorrow when the kiddos take their naps.  I've taken time all week when I could to write out bits and pieces of it. Bare with me, I've been an emotional wreck this week! My big brother got married today (well yesterday cuz it's 4 am but ya get my point) & it was a moment we all wish Harleen could have be a part of.

Sunflowersam96

Hey y'all! I'm sorry for not uploading chapter 4 of Harleen's Butterflies. After that last announcement it hit me jus how close Harleen's birthday was and then I jus had no will to write. Then after her birthday, all hell broke loose on my end. So please, bare with me. I have been working on Chp 4 piece by piece. Lucile is having surgery on her ears this week, then my brother is getting married & one of my nephew's birthday parties is this week and my dad had surgery 2 days ago so I've been trying to help take care of him as much as I can. But keep your eyes peeled, cuz I'm hoping to have Chp 4 up soon! Love y'all! ✌

Sunflowersam96

Hey all! After I finish part 4, I will be taking a week to 2 weeks off. Harleen's birthday is this Thursday the 18th and I will also be helping with the grand opening of a new store for my employer. Please bear with me  love you all ✌

Sunflowersam96

Hey y'all, if you haven't noticed, I've been unable to upload anymore chapters for Feather Fall. I've decided to take a break and write something different. I've been through a lot over the last few months and it's prevented me from being able to write anything from a different perspective so keep an eye out for my non-fiction that I will be posting here shortly. This is 100% based off me, not a character I made up. Please bare with me as it will be very difficult for me to get through. But I do hope that it will help raise some awareness for pregnancy and infant loss as well as stillbirth. Any pictures that will be included are mine. I either took them or painted them or received permission from the photographer to use them. Now please please keep in mind that this story may be very difficult for some to read and if you've been in my shoes, then I will 1000000000% understand if you do not want to read it. But I feel I need to get it out to be able to fully begin to heal. So keep an eye out for Harleen's Butterflies, a true story of a mother's grief and handling the roller coaster that is life after the loss of a child.

Sunflowersam96

Hey guys! I'm sooooooo sorry for not updating. I decided to take time off to mourn the loss of my mom, then one of my very good friends passed away. I've also been super sick to the point I've had no energy and had to get help to take care of Lucie who had also been sick. She's on her 4th set of double ear infections in 7 months and we have a consultation for surgery on the 6th. Please bare with me! I will make an announcement the day before I post the new chapters. I started working on the chapters again on Sunday buuuuut I ended up hating all of the chapters I had written so I deleted them and restarted. I'm HOPING to have at the very least chapter 4 up by the end of this weekend. Please bare with me as I struggle to get back to normal. Please don't hate me. Much love & many doobies ✌

Sunflowersam96

Hey guys! I jus wanted to let you know that I'm working on 4 & 5. Today was my stepmom's funeral so I took a break from writing for that. My daughter isn't sick anymore thankfully so it should be a bit easier to write. I'm hoping to have it up by Monday. Moochies and doobies <3

Sunflowersam96

Hey Everybody! I know I said I would have chapters 4 & 5 up by now, but with the holidays, I've been insanely busy. On top of that, my daughter is sick again and I have a funeral to help plan as my stepmom doesn't have much longer. Please bare with me as I struggle with all this. Moochies and doobies!

Sunflowersam96

Hey everybody! I'm working really hard to get chapter 4 & 5 up, but I've been having a rough couple days. My daughter is sick again (she has a weak immune system) so I've been battling fevers and not getting much sleep. Hoping to have at least chapter 4 up by Saturday.
          
          While I struggle to finish, comment on chapter 3 on if you would like to see Exodus' POV. If so, I'll make that chapter 5. I know it's jumping around a lot, but I'm trying to give you background on the character. She is loosely based off myself. I did lose a child like Sissy and I used her middle name for Sissy's angel. Her name is pronounced Rain. So this story is kinda personal. No I'm not having an affair with somebody online, but I'm in several groups on Facebook and you'd be surprised at how much it actually happens so I decided to use it for my story.
          
          Anyways, it's 1:40 am so I'm off to bed..... Wait scratch that. My daughter is awake again. This is gonna be a long night.
          
          Moochies & doobies!