Sunflowerstreet13

@Sunflowerstreet13 Thank you so much for doing this Sunflower we'll make sure Emily feels welcome <3

@Sunflowerstreet13 Of course. ❤️

@ThatMobb I appreciate it, she probably loved the thought of people reading her stories.

@Sunflowerstreet13 no it's ok I completely get it you don't have to do anything :D

@AnaphoraWrites Emily might be creating an account on here if her parents let her, I’m so sorry I completely understand but I just don’t feel comfortable sharing my location, again super duper sorry. 
            
            If you want I can talk to her brother, maybe a photo of her or something? Im not sure what to do without overstepping boundaries

@Sunflowerstreet13 uh lowkey to be completely honest I just feel like I was one of her closest friends on here and I feel like I kinda deserve to know what happens from here, to at least get some sense of comfort. If I'm overstepping please tell me, but I just thought maybe it would help if I knew more stuff in general? Now that I'm typing it out it sounds weird, sorry sorry :(
            
            Um also if her friend that was like housing her at the time also wants to yap or get to know me or anything I know I'm a stranger but here's my email: anaphorawrites@gmail.com

@just_queen_ather of course. Also since I know your struggling would you like to talk to her friend? I can’t give you the email but if you wish to say anything you just give it to me and I’ll copy and paste it to them. I’m doing the same for @HopelessViolett.  Your decision I’m not forcing anything.

@just_queen_ather oh shoot I just read the last bit, my bad

@Sunflowerstreet13 Yeah the character, Grian was definitely one of her favorites. I'm glad us talking (and moat likely talking with other people as well) has helped. Even just a little bit. You don't ever have to use the discord it's just there if you ever feel like it.

@HopelessViolett she likes you violet, she says she might make an account. She said more
            
            
            I remember her telling me about that story, she was really invested in it and I’m only just realising why, I think she related to that characte. She did always seemattached  to this character, Grian?
            
            I’m sorry I don’t have discord. I’m glad your feeling beter too, this has helped me.
            
            You too

@Sunflowerstreet13 
            
            Emily, that honestly sounds exactly like her oh my gosh. Doing somthing stupid then trying her best to fix it.
            
            One of my favorite interactions with her is the book she wrote about Yanderéhighschool (sad part of a Backstory of a character) and even though I was in the Fandom with said character I had always been too scared to look into that part of the character's backstory.
            
            So when Layla wrote her book on it.
            
            I learnt a lot of things and had quite a few reactions. Her then reacting to my reactions... you get what I mean. It was on her page sadly so I won't ever get to see those conversations again.
            
            I'm really sorry to bother you with this kinda stuff when you probably already have a lot on your mind..
            
            My hope was to share some memories with eachother n'stuff
            
            I have no idea If you're comfortable or okay with this but I'd like to give you my discord name just to like.... have it? I don't know if you even have discord or ever will but it's incase you ever feel like reaching out? Anyways it's HopelessViolettShadow. Idk....Yeah... a lot of us are really beat up over here. Including myself. Layla was the second this passed month from my knowledge. I didn't really know the other person but having to deal with two or maybe even three? I couldn't put myself in their perspective. 
            
            My mental health is... flickering right now? But I'll be okay. Mind if ask how you and anyone else is holding up?
            
            Sorry sorry this is a lot. Stay safe Emily.

I'm just so numb right now...

Thank you... And yes, I completely agree.

@just_queen_ather I’m so sorry, and I know sorry doesn’t help but so many people are here for you. And all though I’m a complete stranger.. well sometimes it’s nice to talk to different people.

@WillowOfTheWitches Unfortunately. She loved you all

@WillowOfTheWitches yeah...

@Sunflowerstreet13 I’m glad you’re doing fine then, or, as fine as you are. Again, if you need anything, my doors always open

@dizzeyglitch I hardly knew her, she was a mutual friend really. Emma, the one she was staying with, was the one who sent me all the letters and things, she’s traumatised so I said I’d do it. 
            
            She was kind, always smiling. It’s always upsetting to lose someone like that. I’m fine I guess, like I said I hardly knew her.
            
            Thankyou for your concern.

@Sunflowerstreet13 thank you.

@HopelessViolett ok.
            
            
            Hey little sis, I feel like I owe you an apology. I owe everyone one. I’m so sorry, I have no idea how hard this must have hit you. Just know I’m hugging you so hard right now. I love you. I hope you know that. I really do, I genuinely grew to care for you in the most extraordinary way. If anything you were my soul sister. I’m going to miss you. But you stay strong ok? You do better than me, and you keep going and you live life to the absolute best and you make sure you enjoy the things you have. I’m in a better place probably, I’m happier. Don’t miss me too much. I love you.

@Sunflowerstreet13 Of course no problem. Here or my page is alright.