SunniChild

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hey.  
          	
          	im alive.
          	
          	i know, i know, wtf have I been up to? i feel like its easier to answer what i haven't been up to. none of it's positive :D shit has been shitty omg. like… the world's gone to absolute SHITTTT and like… we're just supposed to deal with it i guess.
          	
          	but your girl has been honestly depressy
          	
          	that's my answer, and it's not fun. but i fucking miss writing and i've wrote so many short stories and then deleted them and wrote more and honestly i dont even recognize my own writing anymore, or even resonate with the stories ive made. which sucks because i had such extensive ideas for them.
          	
          	i wanna apologize first and foremost cuz the least i could've done was made sure you know im not dead. 
          	
          	im sorry. genuinely.
          	
          	and because i know you guys are wondering… am I ever going to finish TAM and Shift? yes? i think? idk? i want to but also like i said i dont really resonate with the writing i've made and even the stories seem… lackluster to me. it feels like a disservice to finish them now when i dont even like/approve of some of the scenes i've wrote like can i go back and just take shit out???? like i open my old chapters and just get overwhelmed immediately. 
          	
          	also writing about a 16/17 year old's sex life at my big age feels weird now. don't ask, don't calculate, don't assume—just know a bitch is getting UPPP there
          	
          	anyway, i just wanted to be honest with everyone. im thinking about continuing, to get to the end of the books and continue expanding my lore (anikaaaaa i wanna write about her so badddd) but i also just want to rewrite and revise the whole thing and make it more my style now. idk cuz that's a lot of work.
          	
          	long story short: im sorry, i'm not dead, and i miss you guys and i hope you're all doing better than i am :/ ♡

SunniChild

@m4kemehappy thank youuuu, I think imma be sticking around wattpad and finishing/rewriting some stuff. I definitely want to bring some new stories as well. We’ll see how writers block goes for me for the rest of the year (╥_╥) here’s to hoping
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SunniChild

@QueenAdaraAndra hey hey frennnn it’s been a fat minute ♡ ´･ᴗ･ `♡
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SunniChild

@SunFilledImLit thank you, and I’ve journaled before but maybe I should take it more seriously—and thanks for the suggestion. Honestly, I’m thinking about finishing TAM after the six month time jump, but making it understandable enough to be standalone. I’ll keep you guys posted whatever I end up doing :)
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SunniChild

this message may be offensive 
hey.  
          
          im alive.
          
          i know, i know, wtf have I been up to? i feel like its easier to answer what i haven't been up to. none of it's positive :D shit has been shitty omg. like… the world's gone to absolute SHITTTT and like… we're just supposed to deal with it i guess.
          
          but your girl has been honestly depressy
          
          that's my answer, and it's not fun. but i fucking miss writing and i've wrote so many short stories and then deleted them and wrote more and honestly i dont even recognize my own writing anymore, or even resonate with the stories ive made. which sucks because i had such extensive ideas for them.
          
          i wanna apologize first and foremost cuz the least i could've done was made sure you know im not dead. 
          
          im sorry. genuinely.
          
          and because i know you guys are wondering… am I ever going to finish TAM and Shift? yes? i think? idk? i want to but also like i said i dont really resonate with the writing i've made and even the stories seem… lackluster to me. it feels like a disservice to finish them now when i dont even like/approve of some of the scenes i've wrote like can i go back and just take shit out???? like i open my old chapters and just get overwhelmed immediately. 
          
          also writing about a 16/17 year old's sex life at my big age feels weird now. don't ask, don't calculate, don't assume—just know a bitch is getting UPPP there
          
          anyway, i just wanted to be honest with everyone. im thinking about continuing, to get to the end of the books and continue expanding my lore (anikaaaaa i wanna write about her so badddd) but i also just want to rewrite and revise the whole thing and make it more my style now. idk cuz that's a lot of work.
          
          long story short: im sorry, i'm not dead, and i miss you guys and i hope you're all doing better than i am :/ ♡

SunniChild

@m4kemehappy thank youuuu, I think imma be sticking around wattpad and finishing/rewriting some stuff. I definitely want to bring some new stories as well. We’ll see how writers block goes for me for the rest of the year (╥_╥) here’s to hoping
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SunniChild

@QueenAdaraAndra hey hey frennnn it’s been a fat minute ♡ ´･ᴗ･ `♡
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SunniChild

@SunFilledImLit thank you, and I’ve journaled before but maybe I should take it more seriously—and thanks for the suggestion. Honestly, I’m thinking about finishing TAM after the six month time jump, but making it understandable enough to be standalone. I’ll keep you guys posted whatever I end up doing :)
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