Sunnieros3

AN ACTUAL ANNOUNCEMENT, NOT A RANT
          
          So, I did a thing
          
          I decided to unpublish ‘What Are We?’ because I’ve lost enough interest that it’s likely I won’t go back to it
          
          I would like to, of course, but I think it’ll be a long time before I do
          
          So, for the time being, it’s unpublished
          
          I’ll start publishing it again later on, when I can actually adhere to a schedule
          
          I’ve not been on Wattpad much, obviously, so if I do start publishing something, the story will be previously finished so I don’t leave everyone waiting
          
          I don’t like waiting for the next chapter for so long personally, which is why I don’t want anyone else to do so either
          
          I do plan on publishing more stories though, but it’s probably not going to be anymore fanfiction 
          
          I think I’m going to start publishing actual stories I’m writing, like original ones that I’ll seriously consider publishing to everyone, not just online
          
          Does that make sense? 
          Feel free to ask questions if not :]

I hate my science teacher. 
          
          I don’t like the course either, but gods, that teacher is frustrating. 
          
          He’ll tell me I have a bad grade for something I’VE ALREADY FINISHED because he didn’t grade it. 
          I had a bad grade in his class for a week because he didn’t grade my assignments, to the point I had to talk to him in person about it. 
          
          I really had to put my crippling anxiety aside because he can’t check the shit I turned it. 
          
          And just today he wouldn’t help me with an assignment, he told everyone to ask another student for help instead, while he just sat at his desk. 
          The student he told us to ask for help actually came to my table, asked the person sitting next to me for help, then just walked away. 
          
          Then, he (the teacher) asked me if he could look at my paper, I said yes, he asked if I did it, I said no — I didn’t understand how because he can’t explain worth shit, I didn’t understand what he was telling us — so he said he would check it later rather than helping me
          Before I could even ask him for help, he turned and started talking to someone else and went back to sit down. 
          
          I have an okay grade in his class, but I didn’t before because I couldn’t catch him to ask for help; he’s always leaving the class early —he leaves us while we’re still in class all alone to pick up freaking food — and I can’t email him because I can never remember my teachers’ emails. 
          
          I should probably write his down somewhere because I really don’t want to retake his class; I might kill myself. 

Sorry to barg in here but your opinion please https://www.wattpad.com/story/350871282?utm_source=android&utm_medium=link&utm_content=share_writing&wp_page=create&wp_uname=eroshinope-sama

Happy Halloween!!
          
          I hope you get all the treats with none of the trick <33

Finding out today I’ve been on this app for TWO FREAKING YEARS
          
          Only found out because I got curious, not because I remembered the date I downloaded Wattpad lmao

Ya’ll, I’m reading ATYD (All the Young Dudes) rn and I just had a thought
          
          I need a version from the Skittles (Reg, Barty, Pandora, Evan, Dorcas) POV
          
          Like, y’know how there’s one from Sirius’ POV??
          
          I need a Reg version. 
          
          Or at least one of the other Skittles because I need to see their POV from their time at Hogwarts, if that makes sense
          
          But I’m also too lazy to write it (I am seriously considering dropping ‘What Are We?’ Because I have ZERO motivation to continue it)
          
          Does a version like this exist?
          
          If not, who do I ask to make one???

hi!

UPDATE:
          
          I had a panic attack the minute I woke up from anesthesia 
          The dentist assistant had to get me to talk about one of my fixations so I could calm down
          (She was really helpful, better than the school counselors, actually)
          I was out of it the whole ride home and I felt like I was gonna be sick, but then when that feeling of having thrown up subsided, nothing came out
          It’s hard to explain, but like it felt like I threw up air??
          
          It’s been about 5 hours and my lip is still numb
          My teeth are sore
          Finding out I hate the taste of blood 
          (It’s filling my mouth)
          I haven’t eaten at all since 6 last night because you’re not supposed to before you have an appointment 
          (Does that make sense?)
          And I’m going in an out of consciousness, I’m so sleepy, so I haven’t had the chance to
          
          I’m just glad it’s over and I won’t have to go back for the same procedure again 
          (Got all four out at once)
          I do have to go back for a follow up for a while tho

Wish me luck ya’ll, I’m going to get my wisdom teeth taken out ,:]

I just got a 200 day streak on Duolingo :]
          
          I’m learning Greek 
          (Seriously regretting that decision now but I’m too far in to abandon it)