@Sunnjakeyyy Growing up, I wasn't really close to my parents. get me wrong, I love them but I'm not close enough to treat them like how I treat my grandmother. Mama always favored my sister and Papa always favor my brother, which always made me think that I'm just an outcast in my family.
Lola on the other hand is different. Before I go to school when I was in High School, She always tells me to be careful and do good at school which my mom never did. Then when I get home in the afternoon, she'll serve me my lunch, she knows I'm a picky eater that is why she always make separate food for me. I know it sounds like I'm spoiled but trust me, I am not.
She also knows that I don't know how to eat fish that's why she always helps to pick out the fish bones out of my fish. Then, when I get home in the afternoon, she gives me money so that I can buy some snacks for us. Then we'll seat in front of our house and laugh at each others story.
When I was in 11th Grade, she flew to Hawaii, together with my cousin. I was heartbroken back then since I wasn't able to send her off due to school. She called me before boarding, telling me that she will help me when I go to college. And now she's the one who's supporting me.
She calls me everyday telling me to not have a boyfriend yet, since I'm a boy, I should have a girlfriend. She isn't homophobic, she just love to joke around with me. Lola always remind me to cook my meal and don't always rely on fastfood.
I just miss her presence.
