Sunnjakeyyy

hi. 
          
          I uh, don't actually know what to say. 
          
          I feel overwhelmed, tired, and crazy right now. My vision is blurry so might as well make this fast. 
          
          uhm, I'm losing my spark in studying my program. I feel so dumb, worthless, and annoyed everytime. I don't know what's wrong with me but I always take it seriously, I promise but if it weren't for my friends I wouldn't be pursuing this path anymore. 
          
          I'm an English major, an educator in the making. Everything feels so hard, I couldn't focus, I couldn't learn anything because of things I shouldn't be thinking about. I wanna live a normal college life, where I can focus, learn, grow, and actually excel. 
          
          I feel pressured every day to do my best, I forgot to eat, rest, and sleep. It's 1:55 AM here in the Philippines right now and I'm tired, I wanna go sleep but I can't. 
          
          I wanna achieve greater things, but me, myself make things impossible to reach. I just wanna excel on things I put my mind on. 

hello, everyone! kinda late here in the Philippines but yeah. 
          
          I want everyone of you to post or comment a question about anything, literally anything about me here. I'll answer it honestly. Wether its about my stories, my life or anything. You can also ask for advice, I'll answer everything! I promise!

My sibling and I put so much effort into cleaning the house just to lessen our mom's burden, but she still said the house was dirty.
          
          How would you react? Because I got upset. It felt like all the frustration I'd been holding in suddenly came pouring out.
          
          I washed a huge pile of laundry because I had been away for a week due to work in the city. I washed the dishes before I even had a chance to eat because everyone refused to touch the pots and pans covered in soot from cooking with charcoal. Even though it was scorching hot outside, I went out and spent two hours unclogging the drainage canal because it was blocked and the stagnant water smelled terrible. After that, I cooked our meal since our youngest sibling was still coming home from school. Then I cleaned the kitchen and washed the dishes again.
          
          My sibling, despite coming home exhausted from school, still cleaned the living room and folded all the laundry I had washed.
          
          And after all that, our mom said we hadn't done anything—that we'd just been lying around all day. She even said that all we ever think about is money.

Hi, good day! haha. it's been a while since I came here but yeah haha. 
          
          I'll be a second year college student soon and yeah, it's fun and all but I'm kinda scared haha.

Hi, Everyone. Sorry, college life have been pretty hard lately and I don't have much time to do anything except my academic works and responsibilities. 
          
          So, hi? How are y'all? I hope y'all are doing fine. Goodluck to those who's getting ready for their first year in college. 
          
          In all honesty, I'm here to vent. I rejected a person who's I've been with for almost 3 months now, he started pursuing me a month ago and to tell y'all honestly I've already fell for him. I'm a guy too btw. 
          
          But, my friends doesn't like him, like at all due to his past. His past wasn't good, he only date for body and satisfaction but he told me that he's changing for the better. 
          
          I didn't trust him. I still want to continue the connection but my friend pressured me to stop it before I fall deeply for him. I'm still longing for his presence, I still want him  near me. But, I couldn't do anything cause I'm the one who cut ties with him, which made me feel bad up till now.

Hi again! Totally unrelated to Enhypen but just I just want to talk about something here since I can't really share it to anyone who knows me personally. I mean you guys are my family too but I know y'all won't judge me. 
          
          So yeah, it's currently 1:53 AM here in the Philippines and I usually sleep earlier than this. Main reason why I sleep early is that, sometimes staying up late makes me question things that are supposed to be at the back of my mind, or I'll be remembering things that I shouldn't be thinking about. 
          
          And yeah, I felt lonely all of the sudden. I was just watching TikTok videos on my phone, I'm alone in my apartment with no one to talk to. I suddenly remembered my lola (grandma) who is now living in Hawaii. I suddenly missed her presence. 
          
          

Hello, Mi loves. 
          
          So yeah, Hi. I'm back, I was actually shocked upon seeing the post about the departure of Heeseung from Enhypen. He was my bias, I'm genuinely sad and disappointed that Enhypen will be continuing as a 6 member group. Actually, what is happening in their company? Danielle, potentially Manon (According to speculations) and now Heeseung. I'm actually writing this because I want to ask you guys if it still okay for y'all to read HeeSun Fanfics, 'cause I've been writing a HeeSun fic for months and seeing the news makes me want to discontinue it. So? I hope y'all are fine engenes. Please let's still support Enhypen, I'm sure they don't want this to happen also! Warm hugs! <333

hello, dear readers. 
          
          Yes! I'm back. University had been nothing but stressful but it's good to find time to write again. How are y'all? I hope you guys are doing well! 
          
          Anyways, Support my new story! 
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/402966228?utm_source=android&utm_medium=link&utm_content=story_info&wp_page=story_details_button&wp_uname=Sunnjakeyyy
          
          Updates will be every saturday or sunday. Either or can be both days. 

Btww when are you gonna continue the kitten story heesun

should I start writing Filipino stories?