SunnyMerry6

@SunnyMerry6 I just used my last minute to answer the DM, sigh…
            I’m sorry, I have to wait until morning. But I’m so excited

@haeums Yay. :)
            
            Let’s talk more if you have time.

@SunnyMerry6 I have a lot of things in mind, but I’m unable to put it on words. I think the same as you at least ^ ^

@SunnyMerry6 ❤️❤️

@evebbang ofc. You wrote beautifully so it’s a given that id like to recommend them to others. :)

@MJjogiyaa It’s quite nice so I did. No need to mention it. :)

No need to mention it. Your books are good so… :)

@Rinzcxt- Haha. That's why your account was familiar. Anyways, No need to thank me at all! Your stories are good and I'm a sucker for them. :D

 we were friends in my previous account. I think we're meant to be ^^

@Rinzcxt- That's nice! Glad to hear that! :D

@SunnyMerry6 hey, I'm doing good <333

@Rinzcxt- You little demon in my storyline
            Don't knock on my door, I'll see you out~
            
            How you doing? 

Being a teenager doesn't sound too hard. I don't understand why adults think we'd just follow without questioning anything. I need to know what's going on for me to not be suspicious, i seriously don't get why they assume we'd be ok with blindly doing anything they tell us to do as if they know what we want when they so very obviously don't. Maybe it was something engraved into their brain to follow blindly but generations are different from back then why can't they understand that?
            
            It's irritating that they tell us to enjoy whatever they put us through, like going to camp, going out, going to social gatherings and having people over. They're continuously putting me outside of my comfort zone when I don't want to talk to people who are just like them. Nobody understands my behaviour and why I refrain from doing anything I find trivial. I'm not sure if you know what this is but I have undiagnosed neurodivergence. 
            
            It might sound like I'm jumping to conclusions but I have very obvious signs and it is most likely genetic because my older brother was the only one my parents tested for it, not sure why they didn't do it to all of us since all my siblings have clear traits as well. I don't know for sure what I have but even my other cousins say I might have ADHD. 
            
            And with that, I'm a bit different from most people. I don't understand them, they don't understand me. Mutual confusion I suppose :P A character that really resonates with me is Luz Noceda from The Owl House, she's also neurodivergent and has issues making friends.
            
            It's hard but I can't just die. I'm happy to hear that my fanfics make people happy, that's the main reason I started writing honestly. I love the feeling of finding a good fanfic and would want to spread that feeling around.
            
            Thank you for the virtual hug(?) I've been seriously wanting a hug all my teenagehood :'D

@n31056975 Girl, why is your life so rough? I feel bad reading and thinking about it. I'm so sorry to hear that your parents are like that. I don't wish for anyone to grow up in a household like that. I also think that it's good that you don't remember much from your childhood. Otherwise, I think you would be even more closed off from people... 
            
            Well, used to be religious myself but for a few years or so, I don't think I can call myself that anymore since it's being distorted so much as time progresses. It's no surprise why people these days are becoming less and less religious. No offense to specific religion but really, some of the teachings are very questionable like you said. 
            
            I think I don't want to open up your wounds further by talking about your parents so I'm just going to leave it at that but please know that if you want to talk about it, I'm willing to listen wholeheartedly. 
            
            If your options are open career wise, then I think you can focus on saving money as much as possible and use that money to make you happy. 
            
            I have the sympathy for you that your country is still not very open about the sexual orientation. Sometimes, I still wouldn't like to believe that we are already half a year through 2024 cause some of people out there really act like they are still stuck in the 2000s. It's so stupid really that why can't we just treat people as they are. As long as they don't cause trouble, they should just mind their own business and let people be. 
            
            Anyways, don't ever apologize to me for telling me all this. Again, I feel thankful that you are brave/strong enough to reach out and tell me all this. I'm glad that at least you could let some of this out since I think it's been pent up for so long. 
            
            I'm still amazed at how you could still write amazingly despite what's going on around you. Remember, you are an awesome writer and your works really make people happy (me included). Be proud of yourself okay? I'm sending virtual hugs to you. :D

@n31056975 I think going through a teenager is especially tough when you are on your own and essentially no one to properly guide you how to navigate this world. I hope that life is not that rough on you. Although your friends are not that close to you physically, I hope that you still garner that connection well enough to make it through the teenager phase. 
            
            Feeling lonely is so normal even among the room full of people. I totally understand that. Still, don't be too hard on yourself. I think you might need to lower some of the expectations since it's really exhausting both mentally and physically like you mentioned. I would say, try your best with what you have and cherish the moments. Don't think so lowly of yourself. Chin up. I'm sure there are better days ahead of you. You might feel very lost right now but once you can grasp a hold on what you can do to make yourself happy, I'm sure everything else will fall into places naturally. 
            
            After hearing about your spontaneity. I think you really need to find something similar to writing where you can let your imaginations run wild and express your feelings in the most raw; and passionate way. Pretty sure there will be a lot of people willing to listen to your rambles since it's the story of who you truly are and I can feel your genuineness. Thanks for willing to share this part of yourself with me even though it's the most vulnerable one. 
            
            Oopsie on that Chaeyeon part. I really read it as that. Anyways, with the personality described, I feel like she will likely be my bias in TripleS now. I don't know why most of the ones I like are complete goofball. Maybe because I'm like that too? Who knows. Right now, I can say that TripleS might not be there yet in terms of the group that I would follow. But I enjoy most of their songs for sure.

@SunnyMerry6 Hmm yes probably, but you are kinder :3

@haeums I thought this ended already. Okay, let’s just end it with we are both kind…

@SunnyMerry6 Nuh uh you ain’t ending this! You must and you need to recognize your own kindness.