SunnySalty

*inhales*
          	HI IM NINI AND I HAVE A crippling fear of rejection that destroys all my relationships and friendships before they can form and flourish because I keep to myself and devalue people’s place and worth in my life so that either I’m the one doing the leaving or when they inevitably get tired and turn their backs it won’t hurt cuz I haven’t let them matter to me and even though I’m lonely and depressed I still don’t know how to open up to anyone and be vulnerable   THEN I stay up for 39 hours (minus a three(3) hour nap) and get so tired that I cry and spout my issues off to the void that is the internet cuz I don’t know you people so I won’t be sad when you’re mean, isn’t that super?

SunnySalty

*inhales*
          HI IM NINI AND I HAVE A crippling fear of rejection that destroys all my relationships and friendships before they can form and flourish because I keep to myself and devalue people’s place and worth in my life so that either I’m the one doing the leaving or when they inevitably get tired and turn their backs it won’t hurt cuz I haven’t let them matter to me and even though I’m lonely and depressed I still don’t know how to open up to anyone and be vulnerable   THEN I stay up for 39 hours (minus a three(3) hour nap) and get so tired that I cry and spout my issues off to the void that is the internet cuz I don’t know you people so I won’t be sad when you’re mean, isn’t that super?

SunnySalty

Euggghh. I wish I could write a little mini paragraph telling people why I loved the books I’ve added to my list. Oooof. Hnnngh. I’m SAD ABOUT THIS HHHHHKSJSKSKSAAH
          
          ... not that I even would lmao I have all the ability to follow through with things of a soggy poptart. Ssksjhdksnsaljhhhh