Sunnyninja19

When people throw your name accusing you of something you didn’t do, just not show up at all at work and have them suffer for a while. They want to turn their backs against you then do the same for them

Sunnyninja19

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As a writer, I bring the characters to life and be in their own little group of friends like the power of friendship through words. I have my characters feel love around others and go through struggles along the way. I create things based on real life experiences but used to be fictional instead. 
          
          I wished people would caught on why I write specific topics like in The Mysterious Letters of Blue, it’s about learning to communicate with others. I am planning to tackle on a topic I know won’t get resolved like miscommunication but something I never took in my stories. It revolves gossip and imagery upon someone’s character, stuff you see on the news and articles and stuff. 
          
          I won’t get to it yet but wouldn’t it be cool for a fanfic that has their own characters learn what’s real or what’s not true of what others say about them and to be true to themselves through it all? (I.e PR Stunt, Publicity, Paparazzi, Tabloids)
          
          I tried explaining to someone because something on the news caught my eye today and I’m like “Ah shit, that spoils my upcoming project”. They didn’t get it so that means I have the upper hand to keep it a secret until it’s out. Thank god. Except here ..

Sunnyninja19

You grieve through many sorts of reasons mentally but at what cost does it done for you once you choose to shut everyone out so they won’t get near you?
          
          Never thought I felt a sudden loss in having faith in this life. I’m struggling, I don’t know how to put to words so what did I do today? I enabled a fight between me and a good friend of mine instead of having them see that I needed space. Instead I play fire and walk away like a coward that I am. 
          
          I failed everyone around me because I end up getting sick and feeling like the second I turned 21, what have I accomplished? Nothing because I’m the disappointment everyone viewed me as. Time is no joke … 
          
          I’m easy to be replaced no matter how much I loved and cared around the people who come by. Found that out from someone at work that I used to be friends with today. 
          
          I’m pathetic. I’m worthless. 
          
          I hope the people I shut off understands when the time comes ..