kharis_121

a sea of whiskey
          couldn’t intoxicate me
          as much as a drop
          of you
          -unknown

just take a shower
          a task that seems so small to someone 
          who is not depressed
          a necessary part of ones day
          just take a shower
          to get up
          undress
          step under the water
          wash your hair
          wash your body
          maybe wash your face
          seems like a chore
          just take a shower
          leaving the confines of your room
          your messy
          muggy
          hot
          small room
          and just open the door
          and take a few steps to your bathroom
          seems so.....
          difficult
          just take a shower
          
          
          just
          take
          a shower
          
          -depression isn’t beautiful. it’s fucking gross

i believe you’re the child of mother nature herself
          the oceans spirit calls your eyes home
          fire is seen in your passion
          the gentleness of the air is heard in your voice like a cool autumn breeze
          you’re tall and strong like a redwood tree
          i find safety and solitude in your branches
          in your arms
          and i pray you never let me go
          - i’ve met a child of nature

little things that make me blush: when you ask for a sip of my drink

my friends, parents, and anyone else i talk to about lucas: let’s not be too hasty
          
          me: still i think he’s rather tasty ;)

i’m so congested i can feel it in my brain

I think the sweet boy who wrote song for the sleepless committed suicide. his last posts on all social medias are from over a year ago and his most recent twitter posts (also from over a year ago) are all about how he's been really struggling. as much as I hope that isn't the case, I have a strong feeling it is. if so,
          
          rest in peace ollie mckendrick

remembering to post is a weird concept that i’m not used to yet

i’m still trying to figure out this whole youtube thing. heck i can’t even figure out how to change my profile pic. but it’s up and running. big cringe. but up and running for sure

https://youtu.be/F9H1ZC5UcdA
          
          told you i’d do it