@4Natty I think its dysphoria? It happens when I think too much about being a girl, like am I really a girl cuz maybe it would comfier to identify as enby but I dont feel half boy, just not girl, yknow? I look at my flat chest and Im happy Im flat, I want to shave my hair but at the same time Im thinking "Youre not nonbinary! You're not flux! You still do some girlish things and you want to experiment with makeup, you still call yourself 'grannies only granddaughter'. Youre just trying to be difficult and pretending to be uncomfortable when people call you 'girl' and 'young lady' so stop that!"