SupItsLilith

My mother has severe anxiety. Im not allowed outside, Im not allowed my phone, Im not allowed to eat cherries in case i choke, im not allowed social media in case im groomed. I cant swim, I cant read time, I cant ride a bike, I cant cook, I cant walk to the local store. I am 15, I am an early college student who got student of the year, I only have 3 teen years ahead of me left yet i have no friends. Because i cant go outside. I cant use social media. I cant trust them because of being raised on murder stories. I love my mother but i feel trapped, ive tried to talk to her but she calls me selfish, ive tried being a good daughter but she still wont trust me. Everyone i tell says i have to talk to her, that im sacrificing my teen years to keep her happy. But ive tried- and nothing works. I feel like running but i dont wanna hurt her, i wanna talk but thatll hurt us both. I... I dont know what to do anymore...

SupItsLilith

My mother has severe anxiety. Im not allowed outside, Im not allowed my phone, Im not allowed to eat cherries in case i choke, im not allowed social media in case im groomed. I cant swim, I cant read time, I cant ride a bike, I cant cook, I cant walk to the local store. I am 15, I am an early college student who got student of the year, I only have 3 teen years ahead of me left yet i have no friends. Because i cant go outside. I cant use social media. I cant trust them because of being raised on murder stories. I love my mother but i feel trapped, ive tried to talk to her but she calls me selfish, ive tried being a good daughter but she still wont trust me. Everyone i tell says i have to talk to her, that im sacrificing my teen years to keep her happy. But ive tried- and nothing works. I feel like running but i dont wanna hurt her, i wanna talk but thatll hurt us both. I... I dont know what to do anymore...

StruckByGlamour

// Long time no see-

StruckByGlamour

// Oof XD
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SupItsLilith

@Hyperxctive its ok, i still suck at rp XD
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StruckByGlamour

// XD
            I also sucked at rping back then. owo"
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shokyo_art_comics_2

hi it's me! (Shokyo)
          I just got a new phone and I have to start a new account.
          I'm  a little sad about it but it's ok! :)
          I thought I would be nice to tell you!
          (Also would you be very kind and tell that to the others? thx! )
          Have nice day!!!

SupItsLilith

@shokyo_art_comics_2  of course!! I'll let everyone know! But why a new account? Did you forget your password?
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SupItsLilith

Happy genderfluid day!!!!!!!!!! 
          
          For all you beans that didn't know, im genderfluid uwu
          This is also my first genderfluid day as fully open about it, ive been open online about my gender a couple years but i only started telling people irl about my genderfluidity a few months ago and i feel so much more free.
          
          Everyone took this about me so much easier than i expected and i just want to say to anyone genderfluid, trans, anyone no matter what you identify as, your all beautiful no matter what if you follow your heart <3

SupItsLilith

Its almost my birthday! Yaaayyy... Still no phone but oh well, maybe I'll get it as a present on the 21st June UwU 
          Anyway, hope yall are well, im sorry for the slow posts and poor quality of my art book but hopefully I'll be able to make it better soon