Super Gamer Girl

Have you ever found a new-favorite show, and then you watch the entire show, and it ends...and you're...sad? 
          
          I have.
          
          And it makes me feel like: "oh, what the hell am I doing with my life. Do I want to be average, or make a change in the world like this show has changed me".
          
          I think i'm being too dramatic, but i'm losing my motivation and self esteem. You only live once and..what have I done to fufill my purpose? Nothing. And here everyone is, around me, succeeding, while i'm sitting here. What the fuck, honestly. 
          
          Just a little rant :)
          
          Have a nice day and as always,
          
          Thanks for reading :)

HUGE shout-out to @luluz1nh0 !!
          
          I was gone from here for like, a week. I came back, and saw 50+ notifications?! And a good thirty something were from this user.
          
          Thank you for the follow, and I'm glad you're enjoying my stories!!
          
          Have a wonderful day, and as always:
          
          Thanks for reading :)

Hey, yall!
          
          So..today I opened YouTube and found a little..surprise. A video on the popular channel: "The Game Theorists"..but not just any vieo. A goodbye video.
          
          I watched many of Matpat's video's in the past, and they've never failed to entertain me. He's just so funny and creative-- and his theory's make sense. While watching the video of him explaining why he was leaving, I figured it out. He explained that it had become to stressful for him, managing his channels and whatnot, and he couldn't live life without thinking: oh, what will my next video be? 
          
          This is a message you all need to hear. Nothing, and I mean NOTHING ever, ever, NEVER lasts forever. All things come to an end, whether we want it to, or not. That's the way of the world, and there isn't anything that anyone can do to change that. Cherish these moments in your life, because you only get one of them. Make the mst of your life and if you ever, ever, EVER feel like it's too much, take that sign as a warning and lighten your load. 
          
          And if you ever need anyone to help you lighten your load, try talking to a therapist-- they help. A therapist, or perhaps a friend or parent, something. You can even private message me, and we will have a totally confidential chat, I will not alert ANYONE, and I will try to help as much as possible.
          
          Matpat made a huge impact on the video game world,and this is his farewell. 
          
          So..goodbye, MatPat. Thank you for all of the memories :)
          
          Have a lovely day and as always,
          
          Thanks for reading :)

QUESTION!!
          
          This is for yall that like-- goofy ships. (Bowuigi fans, i'm looking at YALL)
          
          Would yall like a Bowsario book? I think I have a good idea for one, that may be a little TOO  dramatic-- but hey, this is WATTPAD. Of course we like drama. I'm talking: Luigi catches Mario and Bowser...
          
          ...I'm not going to finish that sentence.
          
          Anyways, what do yall think? There's only a handful of these types of stories up here. (...yall know why.)
          
          Have a lovely day and as always,
          
          Thanks for reading :)

HAPPY NEW YEAR, EVERYONE!!
          
          I know different places start at different time, but mine's started...like-- 12-ish hours ago. 
          
          What will you all be doing to celebrate the new year?
          
          Comment your country down below! (It's 'merica for me!!)
          
          Have a lovely new years and as always,
          
          Thanks for reading :)

Well..it's about 12 am right now and I am crying my ass off right now. I worked REALLY hard on a new book for you all, it was a short story that had about 4000 words. 
          
          I felt SUPER guilty that I have been neglecting wattpad, cause yall just don't deserve it!
          
          Anyways, my entire story is gone. I finished writing it and took coco out to potty but when I got back, my computer had powered off and now everything is gone.
          
          ...literally everything. The save isn't working, and I'm at a complete loss. I know it's not my fault..or anyone's for that matter, but that was like a bullet to my heart. I know I sound dramatic right now, but I finally got the time to do something, and it's all gone.
          
          Have an awesome day, guys (unlike me)
          
          ...thanks for reading.

Hello, friends!
          
          Oh my good golly gosh! I almost forgot about wattpad! I had plans to make a Christmas story based off of: the nutcracker, but my confidence went.....to low levels. 
          
          (Aka, I don't think it's going to come out any time soon)
          
          A few times quitting wattpad has crossed my mind, but no, no, no! I can't do that!
          
          I hate to make yall wait, but I just don't have any time to write anymore! With school and work, I'm all caught up. 
          
          ...
          
          Anyways, what will you all be doing for Christmas?
          
          I know I'm not doing anything because...I'm broke. **insert sad face**
          
          I might unexpectedly show up at my parents' and steal a plate..or two..
          
          ...maybe four...
          
          Anyways, happy holiday, and as always,
          
          Thanks for reading!!

Happy Thanksgiving everyone!
          I hope you had an amazing day with everyone you love! I know we did!!
          (No, like, my boyfriend looks 10 months pregnant with twins XD)
          
          Wanna know something I'm thankful for? ALL OF YOU GUYS!
          
          Thank you so much, and I love each and every one of you guys, and I hope yall had an amazing day. 
          
          Have an AMAZING Thanksgiving, and as always: 
          
          Thanks for reading :)

- A REAL CONVERSATION BETWEEN ME AND MY BOYFRIEND THE OTHER WEEK -
          
          Me: **Literally rolling on the floor because my computer broke**
          Him: What is it now
          Me: My computer..it just stopped working **On the verge of tears**
           ~Weeks Later~ 
          
          Him: Surprise!! **NEW COMPUTER!!**
          Me: **Happy author noises**
          
          ...
          
          Yes, my computer BROKE! I've had that computer since the end of high school, and it broke and I was literally crying. It stopped working, so I couldnt write, because writing on a phone is so...mid. So, weeks later, Cole scraped up some money and bought me a new computer!!
          
          Nice...right?
          
          The only thing is...WE ARE COMPLETELY BROKE!...How could he afford this..?
          
          Find out, in the next episode of:
          
          Two completely broke lovers just got a computer even though they're broke!!!
          
          .....

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          Hello friends!! I think you all deserve an explanation as to why I haven't been updating lately. 
          
          Well-- what can I say? Being an adult kind of fucking sucks (mind my english). I've literally been sick as a dog for the past few weeks, and I STILL feel like absolute crap. Coco threw up a few times, so I had to deal with THAT, and to top it off, Cole got sick also, so all weekend, the three of us just stayed in bed. 
          
          That's not an excuse, though. I have been absent, and that is wrong, and I fully apologize. new stories will be coming soon! 
          
          Trust me guys,  all of this is taking a toll on me, too. I'm sorry for not posting, but y'know, I have to focus on my two sick babies (and myself) before I write more chapters because, *dramatic sigh* I have ti be responsible (dun dun dunnnnn!)
          
          Have an awesome day/night and as always,
          
          Thanks for Reading! :)
          
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