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That moment when you feel like crying and all everyone wants is a fucking update... I'm sorry that I'm not a type writer that spits out what you want all the time. Personally I think most of my work is shit and the only reason anyone likes it is because there all X readers. I'm falling two of my classes because I flat out don't give a shit anymore, Spanish and Social studies are getting on my last gog damn nerves. Not to mention I feel like I don't have anything to look forward to anymore, my science teacher has been all over my ass because I have a fucking B (since I didn't turn in one essay). My writing teacher is nagging me about sharing my writing, which is just homestuck fanfiction at this point.. Reading is okay, the class I smile in are Art and Math. My math teacher is super nice and let's me play on my phone and in art I can talk to my friends. P.E. is the dread of my life. The teacher is getting on my last nerves, "So... You realize that mean's another F for today right?" WHAAAT? No shit Sherlock, tell me how you stand up in the morning again? Tell me how you feel making girls like me feel like shit about themselves? Sometimes I just hate myself. Yesterday my father told me that my hair looks like crap. I want to get high, forget about it all... I want to get drunk already. Being a teen isn't my taste, I want to be a dead end twenty year old already... At least my girlfriend is helping (I am a girl). I feel like crap and throwing on this happy and giggly act isn't working today. I want to break down and sob right now... Your updates are currently sitting in my binder, buried under old schoolwork I can't bring myself to finish. Apologizes for bitching about my life... I'm going back to instagram where someone can tell me how much they hate Homestuck (one of my passions) for the hundredth time. ~SuperSelena123