I feel like Subject D4RK is the only book (so far) that I've been able to...connect with? The inspiration and motivation is present for the longest time now, compared to my other books I tried to make but my mind just blanked after the 1st chapter. I feel like I finally got something, and I hope it stays like that. I also hope that the people from the fandom like it and enjoy it. I know that I can do whatever I want/like/feel like doing and don't really need your guys' say but it makes me feel guilty that I possibly got some of you excited, only for not being able to go on at all. I don't know it just...makes me feel like I'm broken. That something's not working right inside me...
Yikes it got depressing againg I need to stop doing that
But yea...I kinda also feel like only some actually care, since there isn't much interactions and stuff like that in the comments. I do appreaciate the votes, obviously but it just feels like it's just me and...it's quiet. I don't know. I'm having another emotional rant whoops...I just feel like this account has seen better days, even if I was less 'experienced' then. I don't even know how many if you are still there
