Everything aches. My head, my heart, my eyes, my body, my soul, everything. I've been crying for hours reading the same thing over and over again. My brain won't accept he's gone. My brain refuses to say he's gone. My brain wants to believe it's not real, that he's not really gone, but I know that that's not true. My brain doesn't want to accept that Cyndago is over and that Daniel is gone. My brain is telling me "a video will be posted and Daniel will be there and everything will be okay!" But I know that's not true. My heart is shattering and my life is sinking lower and lower into the grasp of depression. Why did Daniel have to go? Why did Daniel leave? Why couldn't he just stay? Many people love him and I am one of them. He will always be missed and loved I'm my heart. He will always be loved and missed in the hearts of all his family, friends, and fans.
