Call me Nala🤟🏽

Merry Christmas! Happy Holidays! Happy School Winter Break! 

Apparently there’s a rumor going around about account deletion? 
          
          Who knows but just to be safe I’m gonna move all my stuff to Ao3 
          
          My name is N_rve on their. Here’s a link the Ao3 account: https://archiveofourown.org/users/N_rve
          
          Thanks! Happy New Year! <3

Why did Wattpad make the profile pictures square. It’s gross. >:( 

Again, not super important but someone may need to here it (writing it makes me feel real too) 
          
          
          
          
          But I think I finally feel comfortable. As a person. 
          
          I’m still insecure, I still get nightmares, I still stutter and trip but I think I feel like an actual person. 
          
          I saw my friends today and we just hung out. I felt a little subconscious about needing to sit on the floor and stand at intervals because of my circulation issues, but it wasn’t weird because it’s just a part of my body. 
          
          I hugged my whole family today. Which was a step for me because I never felt like it was something I could do but it made me so happy. 
          
          I have 2 jobs, something younger me never really could’ve imagined. I sew, I make art, I have aspirations. 
          
          I used to be so scared that I would fade away before I had even died. But I really think younger me would be proud of me. I’m not just someone people want me to be, I’m my own person. 
          
          Im not perfect or beautiful or majorly successful. But I’m so glad to have finally just clicked into my skin. 

//nightmares (this isn’t a vent, just hoping to help the people who need it) 
          
          I get nightmares frequently, I don’t know why but I have for years. For anyone else who gets them you know they never get less scary. You never really stop jumping awake. 
          
          But what I have learned is that there are ways to recover faster. Not always, some hit to hard or to close to home. But I like to look at the stupid things and try and laugh about it. Yeah other parts scared me half to death but at least I can laugh at this part. 
          
          Like tonight, had a nightmare that pushed really bad into my claustrophobia and fear of suffocation. But, I get to laugh at the fact that a building was covered in a giant sheet of cling wrap. 
          
          There were a lot of f***ed up parts, parts that are gonna bother me for the rest of the day. But it feels like a win when I can laugh at a nightmare. 

Gender fluidity is aligning tonight I have literally never felt so fine. 
          
          Almost don’t wanna go to sleep because I don’t wanna wake up and my gender is different or how I look at myself is different because I look and feel /so good/ rn Fam. 
          
          
          Have some good vibes y’all. Have a good night! 

Any fic recommendations?
          
          Preferably YJ Robin, but honestly I just wanna read something. Wattpad or Ao3 

Me: Dang I’ve been extra cold lately, Is my circulation getting worse or something . . .
          
          Me: *shivers all day today*
          
          My mom: Your iron dropped 
          
          Me: (totally forgot it did that) SHOOT YEA—

Felt cute. Posted it (:
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/1214291339?utm_source=ios&utm_medium=link&utm_content=share_reading&wp_page=reading_part_end&wp_uname=Supergirl406&wp_originator=5z5KLpKev5Bo1pEm6ZBImIG3SU%2F9G3wBf6ZZ7ky3yFfD9gebiXx52JrqARsikx9HcHObLCQ5oebjOblFFlebb%2FdXfRPQbvtZsC2b3rdy8v%2BZw575ZvIA4T0oUFSEPULX

Screw it, if people want the little snip from blank just comment on this post ;)
          
          I’ll post it in the Blank Extra’s if this gets a response