Going through rough times during Christmas and the New Year was something for me. It is a huge blow and a huge slap to my face that even I am out of words to say something. I am writing this down in hopes I can ground myself. I sacrificed a lot as I went all in for something, only to end up with nothing. I left writing for the longest time. I refuse to write when I can't bring out my own words. Things are hurting me a lot right now. Even as I type this, I can feel the burning sensation of pain, slowly and surely creeping into my body. It has reached my mind, and I know I am now hitting my breaking point. The start of the new year welcomed me with a pain I never thought would come so soon. I expected it to happen, but the impact is the real deal. Just when I thought I was going to be able to handle it well, it all fell, and I couldn't even find a wall to lean on. I am writing this announcement to you guys as me venting, and letting those readers who are wondering why I took a huge pause. The end came for me already, now I need to relearn how to live again and be strong again, and with that, I will pick up writing again. I got drafts again here, I still need to see if they are good to go before I post the update. Have a good new year, mate! If you guys need someone to hear you out, I am not just another author here, I am here as a stranger friend!
