Do not dig up the past and act like people around you is all at fault. Hindi kasi nila nakikita yon sayo. Tama na, it's a change of habit dapat. Hindi dapat puro emotions ang ginagamit. Utak din sana :)
Lord give me the strength to endure how these people can't see what people can't reflect on. What goes around comes back around.
Discipline is not a matter of IMMEDIATE following of a person. It is an action that one can see from their PARENTS.